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July 28, 2007

God’s Affidavit

I know what it feels like, feeling that not even God cares. I know what it feels like when it seems I have exhausted all God’s timeouts in a lifetime on this Earth Journey.

Many times I have shared with God and loved ones my desire to assist persons who are lacking the loving support that it takes to lift a fallen spirit, a wounded mind and tortured body. I know that God himself took me seriously because one day he said “I don’t care how long you took or how slow you dragged your feet on your offer but I will make sure that you know that I accepted your offer. In fact that is just why I created you and put you through all what you had to learn so you can be a source of hope to my children…young and old." Lately I have been wondering what on earth was I thinking! I felt like Moses, Jeremiah and Jonah all at once! How could someone who loves God one day and the next is fighting head and shoulder, knees and toes with this same God be a witness to his creation.

Even I am searching high and low for proof that God is serious about what concerns me and his children. Well I have resigned to just agree with God that all I have to do is encourage people to be honest with God about their deep fears, dreams and expectations. Don’t hold back anything from God because this is the one thing that is impossible to become possible because God knows already!

Commune with your soul today; it is waiting. It longs to hear your story, your doubts, your questions, and your heart’s cry; it yearns to guide you back to itself!

God’s love knows no boundaries, denominational labels, or social hierarchy. He dwells in us all even when we do not want to have anything to with Him or Her or It or don’t want him to have anything to do with us.

He is not putting you in situations because he does not love you or because you are no good or because you are some terrible mistake. Let me tell you, the process that got me to accept my qualifications to carry out this assignment from God was very scary but there is nothing that pleased his heart more than when I ran to him, sit on his lap, talk about everything and nothing that pleased me more than to feel my fear of God's wrath dissolve.

Now that is a message I do not mind preaching as I continue to practise it!

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