I used to believe that I would never amount to anything but with time and each drop of esteem life deposited in my wellness I recognized that the voice of old beliefs were still talking each time these tapes played on in my brain. The fact that I had listened to them over and over for so long made it seem true. That was one of the biggest lie I allowed my self to believe. I did not think that I'd ever recover from this self esteem blow. I did, because with God all things are possible. Many times people do not need meds. What these human spirits need is renewed, restored dignity.
In my reflection about all these recent tests and trials, I see the possible outcome as the answer to my prayer- well one of the many that I have been heating up God's ears with. I finally know what I am on this planet to accomplish. He has given all the qualities that I need but knowing the world I have to present a piece of paper to prove something that can never be key to the work itself. At the rate I am studying it may take a while- that was until I reminded myself that God does not work as acadmia and institutionalized doctirnes dictate. when mindbodysoulspirit align all ordinary laws dissolve.
So I conitnue to stay on course and trust the process of life’s unfolding.
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