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September 19, 2005

My moment of reflection

The fact is that these days I do not make decisions without praying and ask God to help me to see His purpose, especially when circumstances try to make me feel like He is not around.

I trust the process- some days rather grumpily, but God knows my heart's condition.

Gone are the days when I would turn to all other sources before I seek God's say in the matter.

Now when need the best solution I pray for wisdom and God's guidance by sending out my request to the Universe and God sends me the help and most time I recognize it. That counts for improvement on how I manage the business of living.

I must say that sometimes the way the answer to my request comes is not always exactly what I expect. Sometimes I question His timing or try to argue with him... big no no! This is where I need to keep improving. And the good thing He understand human frailness and impatience.

I am glad that I am becoming more open to the guidance that leads me where I need to be otherwise I would not have recognized the cues to the next step on my journey. I appreciate that I am able to listen and share what is in my mind to him without mincing my words. I was able to listen to myself and share what I really felt. That is the only way I can know the truth from the distraction. I guess that is the other prayer being answered... discernment.

The way things have been unfolding is really amazing. I feel much stronger than last year and even this year! I suppose I was dreading the unknown but following my path is the only way I could have found faith in myself and trust in others.

When the student is ready the teacher shows up to empower myself to prepare to reap the rewards of faith in myself and the Universe. This past year was one for learning and growing and God exemplified that by providing a friend and or supporter when I needed the nudge to stay balance and focused.

These are gifts that cannot be purchased in the grocery store, mall or the pharmacy. They are not even readily available in people and that is the answer I received when I prayed for discernment. I had to differentiate the Spirit (positive vibrations) from the flesh (low vibrations). It was not easy but it was very possible and that is why I stopped listening the naysayers.

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