God’s invites me to recognize each little event as reassurance that the whole universe is ddesigned to assist me to care fr my soul, mind and body by creating perfect conditionsas and right circumstances in my life- whether I like them or not. He is giving me what he knows I need at the right time. Sometimes I dismiss the importance of the situation, which is presented to me, and I treat them like rubbish. Instead of catching them like falling stars and save it for hindsight day, I toss them away and bury my head in my hands. It is really something else!
Standing and often times kneeling with hands extended way up in the ceiling waiting for the piece of pie to fall in my arms and when it does I glance it and put it aside simply because it does not look like what I anticipated to catch...until I recall all the other times I almost buried treasures. I look again, more intensely and voila that was just the right ingredients or parts. All I needed to do is blend them, or assemble them and sometime break them down. I am getting better at seeing the good in situations although there are times when I haggle with God to keep things less complicated. It is like praying for task equal to my strength.
I suppose He is honing me to know my strength or rather my source of strength, which is himself at work through me and in me. I am beginning to notice that each time the task comes it brings out my latent self up close and personal and I feel more creative and alive. The thing is when that happens I spend so much time feeling mesmerized by my strength in those times when things seem to be crumbling into shambles, it is actually my breakthrough to a higher plane of consciousness. It then becomes clear to me that I am in the presence of Awesomeness. The thought of being so close with God and to God leaves me dumbfounded. Oh the cycle of observing the observer, observe the observer! It grabs my attention and then leaves me hanging in what feels like being suspended between now and eternity.
No sooner do I begin to enjoy the deliciousness of the excursion I return to life, in a bubble. O evay… seize the day or in that case… seize the moment, fleeting as it may…without that sought of roller coaster I would not leave the comfort seat on the bandwagon and enjoy pure childlikeness zest for adventure on my transpersonal journey. The more I let my mind wander off in deep state of thinking and thinking about thinking the less petrified I am of revelation day. The day I described as unboundedness from imprisoned thoughts of doom.
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