A present feeling of a forgotten past is an opportunity to attend to the lessons that keeps re-presenting itself for completion and fulfillment
For the sake of resting in peace before my finite form finally sinks back to the belly of the earth I take my final walk through hellhole
The way I used to pick and choose attending to life situations was to pretend it was letters on scrabble board. I could shuffle, exchange, miss a turn, make a small word or score even one point and amaze myself at triple point highs.
In the emotional game I would throw back the biggies and attend to the anthill and figure I will have a better time. Just like I used to expect to have a better set of letters to hit the triple score so too I needed more energy and courage and perseverance and discipline to emulsify the boogies that continued to grow
It is amazing how this simple network of energy can become complex and complicated. I am eager and patient when it comes to unraveling emotions as soon as they creep up and out of and mix in current life situations. Another lifetime of the same lesson because I chose to play life like a game of scrabble is not life’s idea and I certainly do not want a lifetime of yesterdays to invade today and start poisoning tomorrow. Therefore, I emulsify the emotions so that they are easier identified, clarified, dissolved or rebalanced and harmonized. That makes emotion like a fine tuned orchestra of a Symphony
I suppose that is what is meant by playing the hand; and a stitch in time saves nine and, in for a penny, in for a pound
For the sake of resting in peace before my finite form finally sinks back to the belly of the earth I take my final walk through hellhole
The way I used to pick and choose attending to life situations was to pretend it was letters on scrabble board. I could shuffle, exchange, miss a turn, make a small word or score even one point and amaze myself at triple point highs.
In the emotional game I would throw back the biggies and attend to the anthill and figure I will have a better time. Just like I used to expect to have a better set of letters to hit the triple score so too I needed more energy and courage and perseverance and discipline to emulsify the boogies that continued to grow
It is amazing how this simple network of energy can become complex and complicated. I am eager and patient when it comes to unraveling emotions as soon as they creep up and out of and mix in current life situations. Another lifetime of the same lesson because I chose to play life like a game of scrabble is not life’s idea and I certainly do not want a lifetime of yesterdays to invade today and start poisoning tomorrow. Therefore, I emulsify the emotions so that they are easier identified, clarified, dissolved or rebalanced and harmonized. That makes emotion like a fine tuned orchestra of a Symphony
I suppose that is what is meant by playing the hand; and a stitch in time saves nine and, in for a penny, in for a pound
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