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January 25, 2008

Well what do you know!

It is far more gainful to surrender to God instead of giving in to the dizzying d's: disappointment, discouragement and despair. I used to love the idea of controlling the details of my life. I was always checking in with God to know what’s next and when it seems like God was no where near, I would take that as a ‘ you can do whatever you like’ nudge.

What was I thinking! Just as patience can enable constant flow of water to erode the hardest, biggest rock, so can God destroy all dependencies that erode my heart’s desires.

Writing to explore and find meaning in my relationships, purpose and how my experience can be a catalyst is a medium that has enabled me to address life’s offering and allow circumstances assist me to realize and respect the importance of vulnerability.

Writing also encourage me to apply my natural talents that God has ingrained in me and so hardwired into my personality that without it I am nothing…someone God did not create me to be and this is no good in God’s take on life… my life! So I stop disappointing myself or cutting my Godability short of what God designed me to be.
Is that good enough Omni God? Continue to help me serve you, even though I tremble.

Bravo

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