Soughting after God: Priceless!

God, thank you for acknowledging, respecting and accepting all my bruises, scars and fresh wounds.

For not underestimating or exaggerating the realness of my fears of surrendering to you, the realness of my dread of trusting you, for not belting me when I sought you with all my heart; for not belittling me when I made fun of your realness!

After all that we’re been through so far I am confident that I am smitten with you.. I am smitten with the real God- OmniGod; and so I sing because I am happy that you and I are truly, deeply and crazily in love.

I know that I was ready for your love a long time ago, I just was never sure enough that I was good enough to be pursued by you, constantly and so I kept , for a very long time, questioning you on this , that and everything you already approved of me. I am ready for your divine plan and almighty purpose. In spite of all the patience it took to get my undivided attention, my heart sought you, and, found you!

I am so ready for you heart’s desire and so sure of my flimsiness where you and I are concerned that I put my disclaimer and my request for your help, patience and to handle my fragile faith with extreme caution and yes, you did all that too and more than I could ever ask of you. This is what really set my heart afire for whatever you desire to do with my life you endowed me with. I know that there is every reason to not crumble yet I mumble and grumble when I stumble. Still, your grace is sufficient for me.

Your grace and mercy made sure I learnt each lesson and let you use me for your good. As long as you lead me on; guide me along, I am on wining ground; and so I sing wholly… holy is God’s plan.

Soughting for intangible evidence has been a rough patch on very smooth terrazzo still all that you, OmniGod has done turned out to be very good because sooner or later and more later than sooner but as you say always right on schedule your plans is accomplished.

With your help, I will continue to wait for your answer to all my questions at the right time. Help me also to continue to ask you the wrong questions at the right time; the right questions at the wrong time because with you, I am convinced now that the order doesn’t mean a darn thing; it really makes no difference, and that is the difference that Wisdom has taught me between my timing and God’s timing.

Thank you for meeting my needs at you proper time.

Bravo!

And so it is!