Relaxed or is it ...calmness!

I am so accustom to nervous excitement that I felt somewhat strange when instead, I experienced the stillness so well composed. I guess that is really what I was aiming for… kind of the butterflies resting on my face reward. I am almost lost for words to fully express what real serenity feels like. Though matter how I try to capture a description, I found myself as though back to the time when I could not yet speak for I knew not the words and I did not need to.

At a moment like this, speechless is good! Preverbal state of being is veeeeeerrry goood!

Aaahhh! Let it be...let it be... let it be!