How do I separate the weed from the wheat, eh God?
How do I know which door is concealing your banquet hall?
How am I suppose to live with or without you? Is that even up for grabs?
Are you hiding from yourself, or me, again?
Am I the one hiding from you? Kind of impossible if you ask me!
How much longer before this menace take leave from me? Even Jesus posed this question to you and were he alive, I would have asked his permission to use it.
Why did Jesus have to die to prove your love for mankind? This one is a huge question that engages my mind.
Why is there so many false notions of you?
What are you doing about setting the record straight?
Do you enjoy all the confusion that challenges your creation?
What was your intention when you decided to reveal your intelligence?
Are you happy with how people treat you?
Is faith the same as waiting in vain?
What is the difference between wishing and waiting (patience) for you to come through on your promises?
What is your definition of influence?
How do I recognize- scratch that… how do I know a Godly spirit, you know, the right motive?
How do I understand your purpose of fellow sojourners in my life?
How do I understand your purpose of my life in the life’s of fellow sojourners?
I need to know so I can improve my relationship with you, myself and fellow sojourners.
Were the people in the bible real people, you know, people like me, and all who continued on after biblical times?
What is the difference between knowing the truth and knowing the whole story?
Doesn’t it bother you that I am torn between the real God and the false god, you know, the one who loves me when I am pleasing but uncomfortable and loves me not when I am comfortable in my skin and you who loves me unconditionally?
I recalled what happened to Saul when he chose to listen to the people all the time instead of reverencing your intelligences. Is it any wonder when you ask Solomon for what he wanted, he requested wisdom and your understanding? So what is different between Solomon and me.. Is it my tone with you? I’d like to know!
Why do I envy your sparrows you keep bragging about?
Your stories come with such twist that only you can convince me of the whole truth. What’s the whole point of these biblical stories? What’s the lesson, if not to choose your way…willingly!
What is the difference between conceit and pride?
What is the difference between assertiveness and tolerance?
Why does mankind prefer to pull the wool over their eyes, wear pink-coloured glasses, look away from truth- as if they can!, some even run, others hide or can they.. I guess they can hide away from me but you are right in their face! What about the people who try to hide behind their busy, important lives instead of being conscious, conscientious citizens and stand up for what is right, honest, pure, of good report and of good virtue?
How do you define church?
What is the difference between going to church and being church? I'd rahter be church than go to church.
Where is church, anyway?
Isn't the whole world the church,the marketplace, and the mission grounds?I know that you know, yes you already know that though matter how high we, humans aim, no one can be perfect, otherwise making mistakes would be a mortal sin and commandment 11 would have been: ‘Though shalt never ever make a mistake … or else!” Who knows, that would have been the second commandment. Yauwch! I would need a haphakh moment with every breath I take, every move I make, every single day because I know you are watching me. Who could live that way, eh God? Really? And who would care about heaven or hell? I wouldn’t!
Why is it that in a world of plenty there is financial poverty, homelessness, working poor; I ,me and heck with everyone else syndrome, social policy that ‘cripple’ the masses?
Do you really expect me to live my days hobbling around searching for meaning in life to prove your omnipotence, Omni God?
I know that you told Paul that your grace is sufficient… What’s your point?
Did Paul have more faith in you…I mean the living kind of faith... not this blind faith, blind trust business... I tried this and it only handed me a suicide note from the ‘lords of the earth’ and the ‘licensed’ drug lords. Conversely Thanks to that suicide note I decided to run to you for coverage… coverage that works!
I know that you created us only inferior to you, God and you must have good reason for doing that.
Do you mind sharing that with me?
Okay God, I am about to ask you the most stupidest question….
Do you ever feel pain?
Do you have ouches like mankind?
Is it all from you, because of you or for your sake?
Is there such a thing as spiritual pain and suffering or is pain only physical, and is it the best way you can discipline the world?
What is my pain suppose to help you accomplish in this plan of yours?
I feel like I am so close to getting you to really open up your kingdom of answers yet I wonder.. so as I usually tell you straight up… pardon my knocking heads with you because that is all I have left to try without giving in to disgrace and dishonour of your breath and turn my back on you and settle for a mediocre life…no I am not suicidal… I using my gift of the spirit of love, boldness and sound reasoning- full circle!
What is your version of truth on forgiveness and self responsibility?
What did Jesus mean by telling Peter to forgive 70*7 times?
And what did Jesus mean when he summoned the disciples to shake the dust from their sandals when their peace returns to them void?
How much did Jesus endure before he took a time out to be just with you?
If Jesus were both God and man does that mean Psalm 8 did not apply to him? What makes Jesus have authority to perform miracles?
You did not create us from a one size fit all mould so why do I feel like I have to be someone else to make it through the day… damn it this is not nice, God? Why can’t I be me…me…me?
Why did you make me one of a kind? Did you?
I tell you have a lot of questions to answer and that is just mine alone… I wonder how many more people have some burning questioning to charge on you?
Like I tell you already, I better live like heaven is here in case when I die there is no heaven- God would I be pissed!
But after talking with you one on one like this, if I die and find out there is no eternal life after death then I will rest in peace…rest assure about that one!
Instead of depending solely on my preconceived ideas or worse yet, the preconceived ideas of human intelligence I rather ask you straightforward and matter-of-factly. Yes I’d rather ask you God, so I can receive the right outcome, first hand. Does that mean I will not take risks?
Well I dare answer this one myself. I will take the risk. I think I am taking one of the greatest risks any human can… So, are you going to help me tap into areas where human is afraid to tread? Common God, no more charades, hide and seek or catch me if you can. I have questions and I want answers from you, and I want them now! As I told you already all I have left is my boldness with you and that is all I can expect so for our relationship to stay real.
So God can you please release some more tips and solid answers on God-ways of living a fulfilled life?
There's a whole lot more God, so for now, I will let you work on these.
Thank you in advance.
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