The rebirthing process has been a very long labour. For the love of being me I had to go through many stages of making sense of my life from as far back as consciousness would allow my soul to return to the recall centre of my mind so it can glean lessons that it needs to learn as it continues to traverse in this lifetime.
Every time growing to a new level of understanding shows up as a no nonsense prelude with Life is the phase when I feel I can use a break! The good thing is that I can work with Life at my own pace and that really takes care of the need to relegate what Life indicates is important along the way
Dreamy and slightly surreal moments jolt my memory of why I had to walk the path of solitude. Following a fractured reality for so long complicated simple matters in the psyche and early injuries of the conscious being I arrived as were long overdue for a reality check up. How I kept missing that lesson is beyond recollection. Anyway, this prolonged process has been helping me to develop a deeper understanding of the psychosomatic connection that concocted my experience of pain and suffering as a superimposed substitute for eternal happiness
That explains why my instinctive intention was strongly associated with studying human biology psychology and behaviour. Is it any strange stance then that it was for a long while adamant that this was it! Soul had it all figured out that this is good subject matter to provide accurate and sufficiently satisfying answers to the questions it wanted to know so much about.
Every time growing to a new level of understanding shows up as a no nonsense prelude with Life is the phase when I feel I can use a break! The good thing is that I can work with Life at my own pace and that really takes care of the need to relegate what Life indicates is important along the way
Dreamy and slightly surreal moments jolt my memory of why I had to walk the path of solitude. Following a fractured reality for so long complicated simple matters in the psyche and early injuries of the conscious being I arrived as were long overdue for a reality check up. How I kept missing that lesson is beyond recollection. Anyway, this prolonged process has been helping me to develop a deeper understanding of the psychosomatic connection that concocted my experience of pain and suffering as a superimposed substitute for eternal happiness
That explains why my instinctive intention was strongly associated with studying human biology psychology and behaviour. Is it any strange stance then that it was for a long while adamant that this was it! Soul had it all figured out that this is good subject matter to provide accurate and sufficiently satisfying answers to the questions it wanted to know so much about.
I have to hand it to soul. The headstrong soul with a willing spirit remained determined to learn that lesson and I am happy it did and more happy that it agreed to let go of insisting to continue its needle in a haystack hunt. It resigned from the need to keep grasping at straws forever and again. and decided to head on straight to the source where all roads leads to solutions and answers that can save souls from a lot of strife. Unsurprised, when it got there mind was waiting to greet it! That made all the cells so happy they threw a welcome back party for soul. What a reunion!
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