What I used to think was an isolated incident that Life had in for me turns out to have been a universal unrest of unstable PMESS which the frantic economical times could not help me make up for. Everything seemed absurd to have ever made any sense even in hindsight especially when all God deed was agree to explain things- later
Now I know how God must have felt when asked to explain things that had no viable validity when the source of evidence was still in heaven’s oven or in the womb of creation or the belly of time or on the grill of hell.
God was hysterical. The heart was getting more and more mangled and the mind seemed to be less and less efficient
What a tango!
All God did was nudge me to hang in there and do not give up. All the while I insisted that all God had to tell me is that when the foundation needs repairs, fixing it can take a long time- a very long time.
Now I know how God must have felt when asked to explain things that had no viable validity when the source of evidence was still in heaven’s oven or in the womb of creation or the belly of time or on the grill of hell.
God was hysterical. The heart was getting more and more mangled and the mind seemed to be less and less efficient
What a tango!
All God did was nudge me to hang in there and do not give up. All the while I insisted that all God had to tell me is that when the foundation needs repairs, fixing it can take a long time- a very long time.
God had ideas!
God is God!
The God who knows everything knows that things not visible to the timid mind and what it could not yet understand and know for sure even though it could have seen, understand and know for sure were not going to be anywhere near enough or anything close enough to what God was doing.
After all, even God was starting to feel the rush from the heat and of course, God figured it had better quicken its pace before mind lost it again and again and again; thereby only having to go back in the refiners fire until its clay is just the right mix-up for the foreseeable feasible future.
After all, even God was starting to feel the rush from the heat and of course, God figured it had better quicken its pace before mind lost it again and again and again; thereby only having to go back in the refiners fire until its clay is just the right mix-up for the foreseeable feasible future.
Now that the mind is still enough and God continues explaining, everything that seemed absurd is not as ridiculous as before
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