Oh I cannot begin to find the right words to pay for riding the waves and no amount of gratitude can suffice to describe how grateful I am for having ride the waves and for vowing to continue riding the waves
Now that does mean it gets easier as my mind had once promise me as it topped its voices over spirits groans to vow also to see me through and take me to the celestial clouds to sup with the cosmos.
Back then riding the waves was no small matter and Jesus testimony of all things are possible with the Father was no help either
It is my very gutsy gut that spirit used to win my intention and glide me off to meet and reunite with myself which was disguised by associating too much with mind. Talk about topsy-turvy PMESS
I was afraid to swim in real life as if maybe I had opted out of swimming in the embryonic swimming pool during my sacred stay in the house of many mansions with the creator of the embryo.
I think now that I had a hard time with God’s style long before I made my way out from the womb. Maybe I couldn’t take it anymore and God said very well carry on… I got plans!
And once I got our to face the world without proper suited Armour I wanted to go back to the womb through the eye of needles to revisit Gods agreement and agree to sign the darn thing. Thankfully, God had plans, something I did not quite hear since I had already stopped listening to him before taking on the riding of the waves decision without life jacket or fins
This with God all things are possible taunted me for a long time and for a long time I thought it was a joke to haunt me for not cooperating with God and refusing every dance he proposed in the magical dancehall of many dance moves.
Maybe that is why I still have no care for formality. And I never cared.
I guess I used to show up for God assignments and appointments always dressed for the wrong occasion. Though matter what, I was always dancing and singing in a style all my own! That impressed God so much that it always smiled and said “very, very good. I create Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis whole, complete and very, very good!”
God never took its attention off me. Of course I thought God did, when spirit used the sparrows to teach me good and plenty.
Anyway, God does have plans long after the eviction from the womb and the pilgrimage does not have to be suffering or regret for not having gotten things right from the start. Then and again since God had all things right from the start and God knew that I was one determined, respectful, responsible wild child, God could count on me when the Great performer needs such a personality outside of the womb. The thing is, after I left God’s verdict/discipline chamber I always left thinking that God does not like the mistake it created. There is absolutely nothing worse than feeling rotten, unworthy and a big mistake of the cosmos. It took me many lame dunks through the hoop of the eye of the needle. The camel part was more for coaching me how to make it through the desert more than the eye of the needle thing; in every case both analogy helped. That, by the way is another thing God gifted me and I was able to master it with little instruction. Making p my own analogy and my own explanation for its analogy. This is a classic case of to each its own. In hindsight I am realizing how impressive God had always been with me- one on one. God always approved its purpose and work of art in progress. Just like when the potter decided to make another vase that sometimes even outshine he’s original idea, God cannot help but be happy with everything that has breath and life. I suppose that is why spirit looks on the inside for confirmation of Holy Ghost presence and communicates with Holy Ghost to know what move to make or not make.
Riding the wave is something God knows I am still working on even though it is in a handcrafted swimming pool.
I am finally riding the waves, unperturbed the way I could have, which now I know for sure, I cannot could have
Hindsight lesson in an instant
No more eye-of-the-needle stunts without God’s Armour; although eye-of-the-needle stunts works, it is not worth the irreparable wear and tear
After all, the minds needs the spirit and body need the mind and the spirit.
Now that does mean it gets easier as my mind had once promise me as it topped its voices over spirits groans to vow also to see me through and take me to the celestial clouds to sup with the cosmos.
Back then riding the waves was no small matter and Jesus testimony of all things are possible with the Father was no help either
It is my very gutsy gut that spirit used to win my intention and glide me off to meet and reunite with myself which was disguised by associating too much with mind. Talk about topsy-turvy PMESS
I was afraid to swim in real life as if maybe I had opted out of swimming in the embryonic swimming pool during my sacred stay in the house of many mansions with the creator of the embryo.
I think now that I had a hard time with God’s style long before I made my way out from the womb. Maybe I couldn’t take it anymore and God said very well carry on… I got plans!
And once I got our to face the world without proper suited Armour I wanted to go back to the womb through the eye of needles to revisit Gods agreement and agree to sign the darn thing. Thankfully, God had plans, something I did not quite hear since I had already stopped listening to him before taking on the riding of the waves decision without life jacket or fins
This with God all things are possible taunted me for a long time and for a long time I thought it was a joke to haunt me for not cooperating with God and refusing every dance he proposed in the magical dancehall of many dance moves.
Maybe that is why I still have no care for formality. And I never cared.
I guess I used to show up for God assignments and appointments always dressed for the wrong occasion. Though matter what, I was always dancing and singing in a style all my own! That impressed God so much that it always smiled and said “very, very good. I create Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis whole, complete and very, very good!”
God never took its attention off me. Of course I thought God did, when spirit used the sparrows to teach me good and plenty.
Anyway, God does have plans long after the eviction from the womb and the pilgrimage does not have to be suffering or regret for not having gotten things right from the start. Then and again since God had all things right from the start and God knew that I was one determined, respectful, responsible wild child, God could count on me when the Great performer needs such a personality outside of the womb. The thing is, after I left God’s verdict/discipline chamber I always left thinking that God does not like the mistake it created. There is absolutely nothing worse than feeling rotten, unworthy and a big mistake of the cosmos. It took me many lame dunks through the hoop of the eye of the needle. The camel part was more for coaching me how to make it through the desert more than the eye of the needle thing; in every case both analogy helped. That, by the way is another thing God gifted me and I was able to master it with little instruction. Making p my own analogy and my own explanation for its analogy. This is a classic case of to each its own. In hindsight I am realizing how impressive God had always been with me- one on one. God always approved its purpose and work of art in progress. Just like when the potter decided to make another vase that sometimes even outshine he’s original idea, God cannot help but be happy with everything that has breath and life. I suppose that is why spirit looks on the inside for confirmation of Holy Ghost presence and communicates with Holy Ghost to know what move to make or not make.
Riding the wave is something God knows I am still working on even though it is in a handcrafted swimming pool.
I am finally riding the waves, unperturbed the way I could have, which now I know for sure, I cannot could have
Hindsight lesson in an instant
No more eye-of-the-needle stunts without God’s Armour; although eye-of-the-needle stunts works, it is not worth the irreparable wear and tear
After all, the minds needs the spirit and body need the mind and the spirit.
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