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November 13, 2008

NAEF this is soul speaking

Unspoken excitement continues screaming in your mind as spirit woos it from its woes and keeping it focus on resplendent visions of the sun, moon, stars, sky, clouds, seasons.

At times you used to push yourself trying to find the right outcome to a challenge and all you succeeded in doing is stalled me and make me intervene in ways that made you seriously proceed with a divorce from me.

Often times your mind interpreted that Soul is too slow and feisty or quickly passive; hence boosting you only to make little progress in staying still and know that all is well, as it is and I all you needed to do is that which you used to believe that you should give up doing- rest and heal

The good thing is you continued to pray even though it sounded like grumbles as you reminded me of all the valid reason to cut ties- indefinitely; I already knew how much you doubted this, that and everything, almost everything about me and you willingness to at least know that for sure. Then you could accept me, and, accept yourself and your birthright from me.

Somehow, well I know just exactly how, you kept the window to soul open- sometimes just a very tiny crack. But you know, spirit makes it way even through stones to deliver answers and solutions just like that!

Either someone will say some thing to you or you over hear some thing that make a whole lot of sense or not, an article will showcase multiple choices, one of which is the best appropriate answer for you; hindsight will nudge you to look through your life-files arcade or the ‘remember when so and so shared a personal story that helped you along the way’ will tap your intellect; a sudden aha moment spring you to action or no action. Or you, in your wanderings, you bumped into something or ended up somewhere just as you need only then you were least expecting it or in a way that makes magic a religion inagurated by the cosmos. And the best part is, The best part is when your heart makes so much sense that it defies your five senses.

Wadada

You understand that you had been trying too hard to simplify an already simplified life; you kept thinking that there’s gotta be more to God than that, more to heaven than that; more to belonging and fitting in God's team!

What a relief I see in you as you renew our marriage commitment- a daily resolution to be happy you left the womb and all the ‘wombs’ where you tried to hide your heart and its desires and all the ‘wombs’ where you thought you’d find a way back to me

Isn’t it amazing to know that the whole time I was already what you wanted me to be and all the wrestling and looking and searching was so you could reacquaint yourself with me, and prepare you to enjoy the reunion? Not that there was ever any severance between us. I know that the scripture declares that I created human a little less than God. that however does not imply that there was something you had to do to hang out with me... never!

What can I say?

I am happy you took the opportunity to know that much for sure; I am ecstatic that you are mine and you have accepted me to be your numero uno on our terms! I know that you wanted no other way!m

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