There were episodes in life when I grievously doubted OmniGodready availability at any moment in pick-me-up stance. I used to intensely believe the notion of delayed gratification as OmniGod being too late. Of course that gave me a strong false reason to use OmniGod as last resort- and I wondered why the breathgiver only showed up at the eleventh hour?
Nowadays I enjoy episodes. Episodes of instant-God availability.
Just as the grapes has to be just right to yield the perfect wine to compliment the salmon, fillet minion or the bread and butter sandwich, so does the gratification has to wait until it can best be appreciated. That’s how God, OmniGod works!
As soon as I understood that my SFGTD box was too big- bigger than my thanksgiving tank, which is now beginning to bulge.
My something for God to do box used to be fuller than the Thanksgiving Box. I used to muse at the wonder that maybe my SFGTDB is too small, way too small! Pardon me king of laughter, what are you laughing at? I am not laughing! This was not funny back then to me, although I used to laugh- very nervously- so as to not contain the fumes that God no longer felt was necessary in its chimney. This brought me to a point of a serious ‘walking on my head’ moment
God knew that as much as I would want to smash the Thanksgiving Box and rebuild the SFGTDB ten times bigger we both knew that I wouldn’t dare give up on my attitude of gratitude. And I was not about to stop wrestling with the concepts of how to be invited to OmniGod’s banquet hands-free and pocket empty expecting to enjoy a good time to waylay waylay bam bam o evay and haphakh music!
OmniGod knows what I am thinking now… “You just never cease to amaze me. Aint that fabulous.”
What can I say, some things never change, so I will keep digging in your storehouse of intelligence expecting to land on your Rock-firm goldmine of fruitfullness and instant delivery of all possibility.
In the meantime I am rebuilding my tank- I am making a thanksgiving tank so big that Jesus would have to hire a crane to help him shake it when it gets to the brim ready to receive the overflow!
This is how God works in the instance of total surrender to it.
Nowadays I enjoy episodes. Episodes of instant-God availability.
Just as the grapes has to be just right to yield the perfect wine to compliment the salmon, fillet minion or the bread and butter sandwich, so does the gratification has to wait until it can best be appreciated. That’s how God, OmniGod works!
As soon as I understood that my SFGTD box was too big- bigger than my thanksgiving tank, which is now beginning to bulge.
My something for God to do box used to be fuller than the Thanksgiving Box. I used to muse at the wonder that maybe my SFGTDB is too small, way too small! Pardon me king of laughter, what are you laughing at? I am not laughing! This was not funny back then to me, although I used to laugh- very nervously- so as to not contain the fumes that God no longer felt was necessary in its chimney. This brought me to a point of a serious ‘walking on my head’ moment
God knew that as much as I would want to smash the Thanksgiving Box and rebuild the SFGTDB ten times bigger we both knew that I wouldn’t dare give up on my attitude of gratitude. And I was not about to stop wrestling with the concepts of how to be invited to OmniGod’s banquet hands-free and pocket empty expecting to enjoy a good time to waylay waylay bam bam o evay and haphakh music!
OmniGod knows what I am thinking now… “You just never cease to amaze me. Aint that fabulous.”
What can I say, some things never change, so I will keep digging in your storehouse of intelligence expecting to land on your Rock-firm goldmine of fruitfullness and instant delivery of all possibility.
In the meantime I am rebuilding my tank- I am making a thanksgiving tank so big that Jesus would have to hire a crane to help him shake it when it gets to the brim ready to receive the overflow!
This is how God works in the instance of total surrender to it.
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