I am at a point when I feel every thing makes sense and nothing makes sense, simultaneously; and I am suppose to make sense of it all and choose wisely.
Discernment, I need thee!
It is as though I do not know what to feel or how to explain what I am feeling and what to do to resolve the conflict between what I am feeling versus what I want to feel. Or maybe it is this old habit of the urge to always make sure everything is as I would like it and even though it is not, I do not care to fix anything, anymore and this is disquieting. Change is good; and, troublesome too!
It’s like my embryo is echoing or yet another of spirit and mind. Total chaos in heaven and, hell is having a good time and for some odd reason that is all well and good, interesting and clearly how I can describe what I sense is going on. for all I know, that is really what’s going on... I am letting things be; as the saying goes things have a way of fixing themselves.
Thanks, discernment for being so prompt with a serving of serenity, courage and wisdom to know when I need to intervene, and when to back off and let life take its course!
I wonder if that is memory reminding me of how the death of my leaving Mother’s womb and birth of preparing for birth and life and life in the larger womb of creation called Earth.
For all I know I am having a conscious concept of pains of childbirth. All I can do now is continue to heed the ebb and tides and surf on! I suppose this is what pilgrims, sailors and cruisers do!
Every element of life harmoniously works to achieve the best possible outcome.
Discernment, I need thee!
It is as though I do not know what to feel or how to explain what I am feeling and what to do to resolve the conflict between what I am feeling versus what I want to feel. Or maybe it is this old habit of the urge to always make sure everything is as I would like it and even though it is not, I do not care to fix anything, anymore and this is disquieting. Change is good; and, troublesome too!
It’s like my embryo is echoing or yet another of spirit and mind. Total chaos in heaven and, hell is having a good time and for some odd reason that is all well and good, interesting and clearly how I can describe what I sense is going on. for all I know, that is really what’s going on... I am letting things be; as the saying goes things have a way of fixing themselves.
Thanks, discernment for being so prompt with a serving of serenity, courage and wisdom to know when I need to intervene, and when to back off and let life take its course!
I wonder if that is memory reminding me of how the death of my leaving Mother’s womb and birth of preparing for birth and life and life in the larger womb of creation called Earth.
For all I know I am having a conscious concept of pains of childbirth. All I can do now is continue to heed the ebb and tides and surf on! I suppose this is what pilgrims, sailors and cruisers do!
Every element of life harmoniously works to achieve the best possible outcome.
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