For the last few months God had been getting earfuls of questions and whinges from me about what’s taking so long and why so many detours, delays and for crying out loud, the disasters that are supposed to be roadways in the wilderness!
I wanted to know what God had in store for that was the only clutch on hope I had left. God began to ease the plight and let me in by giving me a glimpse the size I asked for; a request I made back in July when the darkest cloud I ever encountered threatened to stump me off God’s track.
I hollered: God, what do you want from me?
I suppose even God was scared that this time I would not ever want to have anything to do with everlasting bliss as I vowed to give up on the quest of finding this God and somehow live long enough to enjoy aliveness. Although I was by then convinced that the only way to enjoy my life is to find OmniGod, I was running out of the oomph it takes to comprehend God.
Conversely, God knew that I was serious about wanting to know exactly what my Divine Purpose is.
God responded… sounding more like a replay: In order to understand what this purpose is, you have to trust that there is no delay or trick in God’s plan and purpose.
So much for my meticulously planned goals… I had to scrap them. They were not mine! I shrugged and decided that if this is the only way then this is the only way and I have to just do it! So I scrapped them and created my own. Even mine needs tweaking here and there now and then.
That was not easy… it is possible!
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