A classic case of the egg or the chicken… oh well God knows. Incidentally this phrase “God Knows” is the best indicator that I have to surrender to its wisdom, or else I would abandon this lifetime commitment to keep my Well uncontaminated.
I can no longer carry the heavy burdens of the world’s definition of caring… this illusion of carrying everyone’s burden and not have time to attend to my ouches is a ploy to steal my vision and God’s purpose in my life. The misuse of the very command from God made me take timeout and talk to God and listen for his very meaning of His Word and how it applies to my life. The talking part was mostly mine… that was easy; the listening part, well all I can say is God is patient, kind, forgiving and has all the time in the world for me and he is the master of undivided attention. I suppose that he was so happy and pleased that I came forward and dared to remove the shield that masqueraded his real self. I was so afraid that when I removed that shroud I would see a raging monster, cunning and cruel made me almost did what I did back at St Michael’s hospital… discharged myself from medical gurus who have little clue about the road less travelled.
I decided okay, just for the heck of it… stay there until he completes what she begun and all that time the prescription God kept dishing out was streams of living water from the Well of Plenty- restfulness, agape and more agape. Ooh laaaaaaaa laaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
All I can say is I will have no qualms about admitting myself to God’s Intensive Care and I know that I will not wait so long; in fact I plan to check in for a dose of agape everyday of the rest of my human life and the way I feel right now, I am just beginning to bloom and blossom; hey Mother Earth that’s your line! Thank you for allowing me to use it as the perfect analogy to define my outlook on life. Well I did not attend your classes needlessly… that for sure!
I can no longer carry the heavy burdens of the world’s definition of caring… this illusion of carrying everyone’s burden and not have time to attend to my ouches is a ploy to steal my vision and God’s purpose in my life. The misuse of the very command from God made me take timeout and talk to God and listen for his very meaning of His Word and how it applies to my life. The talking part was mostly mine… that was easy; the listening part, well all I can say is God is patient, kind, forgiving and has all the time in the world for me and he is the master of undivided attention. I suppose that he was so happy and pleased that I came forward and dared to remove the shield that masqueraded his real self. I was so afraid that when I removed that shroud I would see a raging monster, cunning and cruel made me almost did what I did back at St Michael’s hospital… discharged myself from medical gurus who have little clue about the road less travelled.
I decided okay, just for the heck of it… stay there until he completes what she begun and all that time the prescription God kept dishing out was streams of living water from the Well of Plenty- restfulness, agape and more agape. Ooh laaaaaaaa laaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
All I can say is I will have no qualms about admitting myself to God’s Intensive Care and I know that I will not wait so long; in fact I plan to check in for a dose of agape everyday of the rest of my human life and the way I feel right now, I am just beginning to bloom and blossom; hey Mother Earth that’s your line! Thank you for allowing me to use it as the perfect analogy to define my outlook on life. Well I did not attend your classes needlessly… that for sure!
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