I decided to corner God and just five days ago, just like Jacob, Hannah, Habbakuk, I had asome serious business to discuss with God. I poured out my story, which he knows in full details already anyway. So even that fact made me want to bite off his head, then and again he is God so he could stick it right back on like Jesus dis after Peter severed the guards ears, so why bother! Instead, I just ran to him and agreed to stay in her care as long as it takes so long as one day she will explain everything until it makes some sense to me.
By the time my dreams are blossomed I will not care about the explanation but for now I just want to know whether he still plans to manifest my deep desires… a little reassurance to keep me holding on, God… little reassurance that you are still faithfully committed to bringing my heart’s desire to full completion…. that’s all I need to know because right now this faith thing seem very farfetched and distant from my human ability to comprehend.
