Sometimes I am out on a limb questing Life with questions on the most needed requirement for choosing self-reliance and appropriately complying with general governing guidelines without missing the mark.
In other words how do I tolerate ignorance without getting blistered by its bliss? And how am I suppose to not know everything and not feel ignorant about the fact that I truly do not always know what I am is doing yet trust that I am is doing just what it needs done- done well.
For crying out loud… how do I know that I can be divinely human and humanly divine…can life help me out here!
Because just when I think I got it and I got it well this time, I find myself wanting to know that my balancing act is all good.
Frankly someday I really don’t mind being in the devil’s workshop and there are days when God’s workshop makes a great hideout spot and the amusing feeling is that I am quite content with the polarity and candidly, I do not really want to change a thing that makes me, me
So what do I do?
I accept that balancing is the awareness of knowing exactly what I am being and doing at the time I am pondering the foresight that awareness presents from intelligence to contemplate the consequences that my ultimate choice creates in the moment that I think it and when I proceed to act it and, how its implications can potentially manifest now and in ad infinitum. That leaves me with the courage to choose to change what life permits me to; the difference- well Wisdom knows the difference and helps me to discern the difference
With that in mind I continue to create choices that I would want life to use for good and use it to make a difference.
In other words how do I tolerate ignorance without getting blistered by its bliss? And how am I suppose to not know everything and not feel ignorant about the fact that I truly do not always know what I am is doing yet trust that I am is doing just what it needs done- done well.
For crying out loud… how do I know that I can be divinely human and humanly divine…can life help me out here!
Because just when I think I got it and I got it well this time, I find myself wanting to know that my balancing act is all good.
Frankly someday I really don’t mind being in the devil’s workshop and there are days when God’s workshop makes a great hideout spot and the amusing feeling is that I am quite content with the polarity and candidly, I do not really want to change a thing that makes me, me
So what do I do?
I accept that balancing is the awareness of knowing exactly what I am being and doing at the time I am pondering the foresight that awareness presents from intelligence to contemplate the consequences that my ultimate choice creates in the moment that I think it and when I proceed to act it and, how its implications can potentially manifest now and in ad infinitum. That leaves me with the courage to choose to change what life permits me to; the difference- well Wisdom knows the difference and helps me to discern the difference
With that in mind I continue to create choices that I would want life to use for good and use it to make a difference.
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