The longer way is the narrow windy road that Matthew referred to even before stating his dissertation of Jesus’ death plot. This makes me ponder Jesus’ prophetic preparation-or was it a lament at the fact that even he, Jesus foretold and maybe foresaw or; may be his Father had let him in on the unfolding of the unforeseeable future fully conscious that many would achieve even greater than Jesus. How did Jesus feel? That must have made him see his death as the best way out and God did not even stop him! That must have made Jesus so pissed that he decided to go ahead and end his stupid suffering and so I attest to the fact that Jesus continues to seek souls who have evolve so his spirit can live as he continues to exist in disguise and doing good.
For a long haul before and while I created my own thesis of Jesus, I was petrified and paranoid at what stunt Almighty intended to pull that would supersede the parable preaching; the cross thing and piercing thorns and scourging swords saga. To top it all, the disbanding of dedicated disciples at such a time as this I figured what could God do to redeem Adam and Eve’s brood who want to move along the evolution route instead of waiting for flesh-and-blood Jesus or doomsday- whichever arrives first.
A big payoff without money illuminated Jesus’ foresight and enlightened my insight at exactly what this message was personally endorsing on my heart in full consciousness of the work involved. All that was once petrifying my confidence with paranoia about what God would use me to do, I have done and done well, according to God. Life continues to complete that which it began and I am happy that I did not fail God and God has no intention of failing me either. That is better than I had haggled with Life for. Indeed every disappointment and detour hold in it a seed of potential good and Life always wants to give what is best, irrespective of short sightedness of long-term gain of every situation
So cheers to birth, death and everything in between for making me alive, aglow, awakened so I can witness Life with my very own eyes of consciousness- always clear in the now…leading to the unknown… beyond the past
Awesome Awareness!!!!!!!!!!!
For a long haul before and while I created my own thesis of Jesus, I was petrified and paranoid at what stunt Almighty intended to pull that would supersede the parable preaching; the cross thing and piercing thorns and scourging swords saga. To top it all, the disbanding of dedicated disciples at such a time as this I figured what could God do to redeem Adam and Eve’s brood who want to move along the evolution route instead of waiting for flesh-and-blood Jesus or doomsday- whichever arrives first.
A big payoff without money illuminated Jesus’ foresight and enlightened my insight at exactly what this message was personally endorsing on my heart in full consciousness of the work involved. All that was once petrifying my confidence with paranoia about what God would use me to do, I have done and done well, according to God. Life continues to complete that which it began and I am happy that I did not fail God and God has no intention of failing me either. That is better than I had haggled with Life for. Indeed every disappointment and detour hold in it a seed of potential good and Life always wants to give what is best, irrespective of short sightedness of long-term gain of every situation
So cheers to birth, death and everything in between for making me alive, aglow, awakened so I can witness Life with my very own eyes of consciousness- always clear in the now…leading to the unknown… beyond the past
Awesome Awareness!!!!!!!!!!!
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