When what I wasn’t looking for came in full view

At the pace I am going, I have a lot of confession in my mind to transpose into words and maybe my finger will get more accustom to typing the right letters at the right time, unafraid of its error prone style that often was the way I bumped into new words.

I always knew that I wanted to share my original birth story that scripted how life unfolds in the womb even while I am floating along in form.

I just was already so weird; I did not think I could getter any weirder

And just like that

I am weirder than I have always been and this is the real me. Nothing I can do about it that I want to so as to give that up! No way in hell; and heaven, well heaven is already having an ad infinitum party and I have not even started kicking dust

Like God I take a good look at what I have accomplished and say

Very good!

Listening to heart with unbounded trust

Very, Very Good!

So you see, God loves a tough warrior and will reveal itself in full view of private audience and public performance accordingly!

Some how I already knew that

And kept fighting God and shadow until I recognized the real opponent- a mind of hell taking up residence in my many mansions in heaven. It is like coin with two faces- Caesar’s and God’s; like the mind’s ability- good and evil- evolution or death