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December 03, 2008

Many prodigal son moments

The son who remained loyal to daddy was getting angrier in green pastures maybe wishing that he had his brother’s gall to break tradition… to disown external reward and merit the intrinsic gratification, even though at first pilgrim boy did so unreasonably, according to tradition

Daddy though amid a breaking heart of having expose his obedience to consciousness knew that the most silly ideas somehow already contain the seed of unilliness so daddy trusted that he knew he could not save his son from his own life lessons

Still there must have been false guilt and shame for doing the right thing and he endured like he was having his very own ‘Father Abraham’ moment

Sometime obeying God seem like most absurd command that tempts one to curse the heart and in so doing curse its very lifeline.

God had to have known that would be the consequence but God was more interested in preparation lesson that can save lives from the very peril that lured sonny into impatience ingot

Prodigal had to endure life lessons that he never fathomed would have been his ticket back to heaven or in layman terms- freedom

I mean when life present its bottom of the bottom at the bottom lesson this is no accident to kick to the curb of the mind and continue to curse God.

I mean, it is evolve or die, surrender and live- life or death- build or destroy. And then of course there is reasoning and there is pride, which I translate as integrity, you know, the good kind of pride that taps you on the back. That even though my body is falling apart I am still a child of God and my Father can at least hire me back as his servant even if it is as wristwatch if I am not fit to touch another of his hard earned profit.

Wow

That is a classic case of humility, if you ask me.

I do not know how old that son was- for my sake he better have been younger than me and if he were older, boy he sure was one brave soul to not be afraid of doing the right thing
And daddy
I have just two words for daddy… thank you

And to loyal son

Brother’s gall made you spew out a lot of bitterness that was no longer necessary to help own your real inheritance; it must have been hard to work and keep up with all this thoughts twirling in your brain cells. I can imagie your liberation even though you may stil have had to toil in the hot son and wait for what may have been forever waiting for daddy to breath his last


Acting out was just what you needed; in fact acting out was necessary for all of the right reason of the kingdom aka your sanity!

Though mostly hindsight with fresh eyes

Maybe after loyal son freed his hard drive and brother recounted his pig-feeding job and father confessed that he never slept without wondering what son was up to and God and holy happy ghost and Jesus saying ‘here ye here ye’
Bravo! The only real outcast was the burden of condemnation that was transformed as the ticket to redemption for whomsoever will

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