The moment you entertained the decision to break down the mental barricade and remove the handcuff of time around your wrist, I knew you meant business; and of course, I never gave up my faith in you to follow through!
I remember how livid you were when your life fell out of sync with your heart’s desires. You were determined to make me come out of hiding. Oh the blasting I got from you! I did not mind one bit! Soon enough, you began to feel my 'presence' and 'touch', gentle like a long overdue lullaby to deeply permeate, massage and dissolve the generation of decades of deluded cells.
You were so surprised though when I allowed heartache to linger on. Now, it is no surprise that your heartache was necessary. How else could you learn to love like you’ve never felt hurt, even when you've been hurt?
You’ve been making progress ever since fear of abandonment was fierce foreman. That, I used to mirror your passion for going for gold, diamond, even platinum heaven. You did not like the possibility of going to hell, I know; however, when it seemed as though that’s where the treasure secluded itself, you dashed in headfirst with your intended purpose lodged in your heart so I can keep it secure.
I know jolly well how much your heart was hurting. I know also that you are love, lover and beloved.
No gimmicking. You are broken and bruised in all the right places to fit perfectly with the whole- a God reverencing daredevil. I know that too, because I created you so.
Yours sincerely,
OmniGod
Your Real McCoy
April 13, 2008
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