Enough speculation God… where are you and what am I to do now… How am I holding up? I still do not know you very well or as I want to. Every day I wake up with the intention and willingness to follow you and honestly in the end of most days I wonder where I have been.
Truth is, if wherever I go there you are why should it matter if I go nowhere, now here or somewhere and is there even a nowhere? Why do hard times tease and taunt me about where you are and where you are not when all I want is to know you like you know me as I continue to let you reveal your reason for creating me.
Maybe you have already addressed this nagging question. Why am I here, God… why? Maybe I do not like the way you do the things you do and if this is it then make me understand the way you do the things you do. Some times I am afraid to even ask you to take over. I dread the way you do the things you do yet since you know best why you do things the way you do the things you do I will not settle for less than the way you do the things you know how to do. So here I grow again... here I groan again.
Truth is, if wherever I go there you are why should it matter if I go nowhere, now here or somewhere and is there even a nowhere? Why do hard times tease and taunt me about where you are and where you are not when all I want is to know you like you know me as I continue to let you reveal your reason for creating me.
Maybe you have already addressed this nagging question. Why am I here, God… why? Maybe I do not like the way you do the things you do and if this is it then make me understand the way you do the things you do. Some times I am afraid to even ask you to take over. I dread the way you do the things you do yet since you know best why you do things the way you do the things you do I will not settle for less than the way you do the things you know how to do. So here I grow again... here I groan again.
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