Financial ruins have dwindled for months now, yet I continue to rise to the occasion of being alive. Today is not without hope even as I juggle the possibility of making it through balancing a budget with zero income. There is no sign of relief from the peril that threaten to suck me of every bit of optimism still I promise to look on the bright side of things- opportunities of making choices, learning lessons, letting go of what is not important and holding on to what matters, restoring characteristics, thus making me whole and complete.
Taking care of myself first has not come without a price, a price that seem to take its toll with each step I adventure to take on the journey of wholesome living. The rewards so far- mending of crushed heart and broken body and traumatized mind have been beyond a currency that cannot be developed in the mint.
My mind is not enjoying the metamorphosis and its resistance is more than I want to deal with right now. I vow to press on and continue to transform the self-defeating habits than entangle my confidence and assertiveness. Therefore, I am determined to remain courageous and to persevere until the day when the rainbow will not just be a promise but a fulfilled promise. I look forward to dancing into the light even in the darkest moments. In the meantime I press on!
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