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May 07, 2009

More stupid suffering takes leave

The soul can soar or it can stay stubborn and some souls return over and over again to perfect the same lesson. Now what use to puzzle me; maybe even confuse and even frustrate me is that soul is suppose to have everything perfectly downpacked. So when my soul went searching when it should already know exactly where to take me, I started to wonder what on earth is going on with Wisdom… Wisdom then began to make heart wonder what the hell is going in heaven. I tell you heart is one stalwart that knows exactly what God is always up to yet it also finds itself in jams it cannot explain. Is it any wonder I almost believe love is blind!

What used to make heart sad and liver angry and spirit stall and life situation suck and heaven stuck in hell on a honeymoon I detested to enjoy forever was that I had to choose to die to glimpse God in heaven. So what took me so long to get the big picture in focus? Soul seemed to enjoy the hell it was getting use to accept as c’est la vie and yes, this same soul was raising hell’s roof to find the damn escape vault. It got trapped! Help had been on the way and soul most times just didn’t get it. Heart got more irritated, liver got more agitated; spirit, well spirit already always knew how to take the good, the bad and ugly and polish and shape it until it made heart resilient, liver confident and the war between kidney and heart subside and called a truce for the greatest good.

Phew!

Stupid suffering dissolved and what can be changed continued to transform, evolve, reform. The silver lining that soul had been glimpsing as little piece if heaven is all heaven and the honeymoon just got more honey under the moon and the stars glitter day and night, sprouting inspiration and enthusiasm.
As the sun penetrates the belly of Earth so Life pierces my figment of imagination and soul is like the clouds- serenely gracing the Universe… silently, in spite of the storms of life

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