Instinct is already fully loaded with all the answers I need in this lifetime. Why else was I in my mother’s learning directly from God? God knows that it could not always be there just like Jesus was not always there for his disciples. I mean God had many billion people alone let alone the whole of creation combined to look after. God had to dispense personal responsibility to each conscious creature so as to enable each one to become independent and create a life for itself. I mean why would God establish dominion domain to each person in a built-in fashion that is irreplaceable and unduplicatable even before the body was formed.
I use to believe that God had favourites and spent time only with a few chosen and just before I knocked God off my roster of lifelong partner, instinct step up on the pedestal and set the record straight.
Hey Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis! Please develop your mind and heart and then you can understand for your very own self that life and you are working as one- not two, not three you are a piece of God itself- that does not make you a clone. That makes you your very own self with Godabilities. I am with you and everyone has their own morsel of God so how can God have favourites? I had no clear-cut answer only that my gut already knew how to respond. I saw my face in the sun and in the moon and in the stars and in every living creature and even the dead creatures were bubbling with energy even more energy than they knew they had when they were breathing away in hell. I think this is the music that they died with not knowing how well they could play in God’s Symphony of life and death while on earth and in heaven and in hell and this is the music I do not want to take to the grave. I suppose my time spent in the company of the dead or even rotten or rotting bodies in the cemetery were the most alive teachers and I thank all those bodies who have dissolved in form for allowing me to come in on their campus for free lectures on how not to die with my life still holding on to let go!
The mind now feels a bit less alone. It is not just hanging out with the heart; it has rediscovered how good it is to let life love it and be loved by God its creator and director. Of course God has come out from hiding and feels safe with me as its lifelong cocreator. God breathed a sigh of relief that I did not diss it because it knew that I would not be able to function without intuitive instinct that which was being formed in me while in my mama’s belly in the womb of creation.
Mind grieves a bit now and then about all the dogmas and statutes it had to let go of and wanted to know what it would do with all the gunk and so instinct reminded it that it was sharing gut space to store its junk in the womb of creation- uselessly.
And so all is well because now instinct has its full residence and lots of room to spread out its sixth sense; mind and heart continue to develop from the gut-aka God
The mind and heart dwell amicably in consciousness just like the lion and the lamb
I use to believe that God had favourites and spent time only with a few chosen and just before I knocked God off my roster of lifelong partner, instinct step up on the pedestal and set the record straight.
Hey Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis! Please develop your mind and heart and then you can understand for your very own self that life and you are working as one- not two, not three you are a piece of God itself- that does not make you a clone. That makes you your very own self with Godabilities. I am with you and everyone has their own morsel of God so how can God have favourites? I had no clear-cut answer only that my gut already knew how to respond. I saw my face in the sun and in the moon and in the stars and in every living creature and even the dead creatures were bubbling with energy even more energy than they knew they had when they were breathing away in hell. I think this is the music that they died with not knowing how well they could play in God’s Symphony of life and death while on earth and in heaven and in hell and this is the music I do not want to take to the grave. I suppose my time spent in the company of the dead or even rotten or rotting bodies in the cemetery were the most alive teachers and I thank all those bodies who have dissolved in form for allowing me to come in on their campus for free lectures on how not to die with my life still holding on to let go!
The mind now feels a bit less alone. It is not just hanging out with the heart; it has rediscovered how good it is to let life love it and be loved by God its creator and director. Of course God has come out from hiding and feels safe with me as its lifelong cocreator. God breathed a sigh of relief that I did not diss it because it knew that I would not be able to function without intuitive instinct that which was being formed in me while in my mama’s belly in the womb of creation.
Mind grieves a bit now and then about all the dogmas and statutes it had to let go of and wanted to know what it would do with all the gunk and so instinct reminded it that it was sharing gut space to store its junk in the womb of creation- uselessly.
And so all is well because now instinct has its full residence and lots of room to spread out its sixth sense; mind and heart continue to develop from the gut-aka God
The mind and heart dwell amicably in consciousness just like the lion and the lamb
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