Enjoying the unknown outcomes of events with the certainty of not knowing for sure is a gift that surpasses all other gifts. I call it the gift of uncompromised surrender to the one who knows all and is ready and willing to let me in on its intention on a moment-by-moment notice in an instant, just when I need it best; no holding back of treasure, resources or discernment and expecting me to hit the bull’s eye blindfolded
The interesting thing is this seems like the definition of faith, of trust and trusting the old definition I had understood faith to be. It was a very messed up interpretation that my mind just used to insist was the best way to know God; kind of like grasping at straw and looking for a needle in a haystack- Let’s just say it did not work favourably for me. Indeed, to each its own on that one.
I wanted a God that was more live, alive and always available to hang out with me without feeling like I am an eyesore. Not a God who was just too eager to scorn me without even considering reasonable discipline or even give me the chance to share my side of the story or a chance to ask did you do this, that, it? After all, with a God like this who needs hell? And who can fathom entering heaven? And who would not want to find a way to have all the answers beforehand so it can figure out things eons away and spot trouble faster than the wind?
Thankfully those days are gone! Those days of dealing with that kind of God are far-gone. And thankfully because of those days I can now hang out with my essential. Essence
The mind wanted to compete with spirit on that point. That though, has become a discipline rod for the mind. Spirit is very capable to handle it with care, caution and integrity because spirit knows that the mind bruises easily
Attending Earth School is a full time life long agreement with the Cosmos that makes me enjoy being on earth as it is heaven and so far so good. The only objective is to enjoy and share the bliss of being an earthian.
The interesting thing is this seems like the definition of faith, of trust and trusting the old definition I had understood faith to be. It was a very messed up interpretation that my mind just used to insist was the best way to know God; kind of like grasping at straw and looking for a needle in a haystack- Let’s just say it did not work favourably for me. Indeed, to each its own on that one.
I wanted a God that was more live, alive and always available to hang out with me without feeling like I am an eyesore. Not a God who was just too eager to scorn me without even considering reasonable discipline or even give me the chance to share my side of the story or a chance to ask did you do this, that, it? After all, with a God like this who needs hell? And who can fathom entering heaven? And who would not want to find a way to have all the answers beforehand so it can figure out things eons away and spot trouble faster than the wind?
Thankfully those days are gone! Those days of dealing with that kind of God are far-gone. And thankfully because of those days I can now hang out with my essential. Essence
The mind wanted to compete with spirit on that point. That though, has become a discipline rod for the mind. Spirit is very capable to handle it with care, caution and integrity because spirit knows that the mind bruises easily
Attending Earth School is a full time life long agreement with the Cosmos that makes me enjoy being on earth as it is heaven and so far so good. The only objective is to enjoy and share the bliss of being an earthian.
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