The whole clan always knew that it is better to blurt out the hunch howl than butter the fat fad, fabs and fibs
After all I was trained at a young age to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth
The thing is when I did, it did not match the truth passed on from generation to generation and that contributed to a lot of hell deposits in my heavenly account and the world and maybe almost all if not all who live in it. That is a sin, that were it not the for the shrewd manager of my breath, I would surely burn to crisp in hell way before physical death could win the fight right here on earth.
'This happened in the family, workplace, church or wherever and must stay in the there' bullshit legend is a legacy I had to erase from my hard drive when it insisted on damaging my hard drive beyond repair even after defrag after defrag and logistic testing
I would probable reconsider one last defrag. God thought that was enough defrag and bandage solution and was not about to cut me off the Vineyard.
I was not about to be a dead or barren branch on the vine either
But like Esau when one is hungry, one is hungry and when what is needed is entangled with what one want and needs, yes that includes its heavenly inheritance, the growling gut of physical hunger one is too famish that even seawater is good enough to quench the thirst although it is cause for immediate and obvious dehydration
Still the howling hunch to howl whether hungry or fed is there. that howls comes from the same source but clearly distinct that even a child knows the difference. Hunger for biological nourishment versus hunger for truth. And when that latter from of hunger wallops there’s no putting off that hunger by settling for chewing gum when a good tall of mother’s milk would suffice; that and still the howling continues until it is let out, safely and the relief that follows after is nothing compared to the penance of acts of contrition and through my faults and big fat trappings and belongings
There is nothing like mother’s milk and nurture, including discipline and teaching reasoning and father’s affection and nurture, also including discipline and teaching reasoning. After all that was manufactured by God itself just like the breath and the life.
some how those noble responsibility got tampered with in Esau moment syndrome
I also used to wonder why the authors made a point to enter Jesus genealogy in the bible with all these unacceptable branches proudly gnarled on his family tree and that never seem to have bothered the God in flesh
Because of Jesus profile I can chose to continue to hang on my family tree- proud, gnarled and free to be- without further corrupting the master file. After all if the wound is never cleaned out and expose to a well-needed balm of pure reality suave, how is it suppose to ever fully heal. And how the hell is the scab of sin and shame suppose to stop growing and stop infecting generation to generation of families, of workplaces, of communities… with its pus and expects Mother Earth to keep putting up with that to prevent hell from freezing over! On a personal fare the spirit is already downtrodden how much more contaminated is the earth because of this continue collective unconscious consciousness
What kind of legacy is that to carry on!
Personally it is a burden that I do not want to ad to and I know that there are lot of souls who are working in refusing to add the damage and even doing an conscious effort to contribute to the conditions to restore internal and external balance
Like God promise Father Abraham for the sake of ten I will save the world
I would also like God save all those in it!
To all warriors:
Keep up the intention to help redeem human integrity. If nothing else, it will reduce our psyche debt and we can rest in peace without counting sheep
After all I was trained at a young age to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth
The thing is when I did, it did not match the truth passed on from generation to generation and that contributed to a lot of hell deposits in my heavenly account and the world and maybe almost all if not all who live in it. That is a sin, that were it not the for the shrewd manager of my breath, I would surely burn to crisp in hell way before physical death could win the fight right here on earth.
'This happened in the family, workplace, church or wherever and must stay in the there' bullshit legend is a legacy I had to erase from my hard drive when it insisted on damaging my hard drive beyond repair even after defrag after defrag and logistic testing
I would probable reconsider one last defrag. God thought that was enough defrag and bandage solution and was not about to cut me off the Vineyard.
I was not about to be a dead or barren branch on the vine either
But like Esau when one is hungry, one is hungry and when what is needed is entangled with what one want and needs, yes that includes its heavenly inheritance, the growling gut of physical hunger one is too famish that even seawater is good enough to quench the thirst although it is cause for immediate and obvious dehydration
Still the howling hunch to howl whether hungry or fed is there. that howls comes from the same source but clearly distinct that even a child knows the difference. Hunger for biological nourishment versus hunger for truth. And when that latter from of hunger wallops there’s no putting off that hunger by settling for chewing gum when a good tall of mother’s milk would suffice; that and still the howling continues until it is let out, safely and the relief that follows after is nothing compared to the penance of acts of contrition and through my faults and big fat trappings and belongings
There is nothing like mother’s milk and nurture, including discipline and teaching reasoning and father’s affection and nurture, also including discipline and teaching reasoning. After all that was manufactured by God itself just like the breath and the life.
some how those noble responsibility got tampered with in Esau moment syndrome
I also used to wonder why the authors made a point to enter Jesus genealogy in the bible with all these unacceptable branches proudly gnarled on his family tree and that never seem to have bothered the God in flesh
Because of Jesus profile I can chose to continue to hang on my family tree- proud, gnarled and free to be- without further corrupting the master file. After all if the wound is never cleaned out and expose to a well-needed balm of pure reality suave, how is it suppose to ever fully heal. And how the hell is the scab of sin and shame suppose to stop growing and stop infecting generation to generation of families, of workplaces, of communities… with its pus and expects Mother Earth to keep putting up with that to prevent hell from freezing over! On a personal fare the spirit is already downtrodden how much more contaminated is the earth because of this continue collective unconscious consciousness
What kind of legacy is that to carry on!
Personally it is a burden that I do not want to ad to and I know that there are lot of souls who are working in refusing to add the damage and even doing an conscious effort to contribute to the conditions to restore internal and external balance
Like God promise Father Abraham for the sake of ten I will save the world
I would also like God save all those in it!
To all warriors:
Keep up the intention to help redeem human integrity. If nothing else, it will reduce our psyche debt and we can rest in peace without counting sheep
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