Victim, accuser, judge, superwoman, people pleasing and rescue ranger roles come in as many costumes as there are mind-tactics lodge in a memory of habits embedded in the human psyche.
Many of these roles appeared to be very life sustaining and so the mind kept adopting the habits, mastering the art of maintaining and improving the habits of doing something that seem life saving and redeeming. What I have come to accept is that though matter how much emphasis is placed on life leeching roles, life continues to impart truth and wisdom enough to dissolve the deception of habits that function contrary to life sustainability.
Just because the human mind collectively complies to compromise life does not make life reconsider its role in existence by giving up its inherent wisdom. That has been a very arduous journey with reality and integrity in Earth School. Already my mind knows that once these roles finally kick the bucket roles that kept it alive will cremate and so it has been kicking and screaming and scaring the living daylight of my body, soul and even spirit. Still I know that deep within my being is a silenceserenescholar. That makes me rest in peace consciously knowing that I am not the one dying- it is all the wornout roles and goals of noroyaltyloyalty that make living impossible even with all the accumulated accolades of awards rewarded to the mind.
Many of these roles appeared to be very life sustaining and so the mind kept adopting the habits, mastering the art of maintaining and improving the habits of doing something that seem life saving and redeeming. What I have come to accept is that though matter how much emphasis is placed on life leeching roles, life continues to impart truth and wisdom enough to dissolve the deception of habits that function contrary to life sustainability.
Just because the human mind collectively complies to compromise life does not make life reconsider its role in existence by giving up its inherent wisdom. That has been a very arduous journey with reality and integrity in Earth School. Already my mind knows that once these roles finally kick the bucket roles that kept it alive will cremate and so it has been kicking and screaming and scaring the living daylight of my body, soul and even spirit. Still I know that deep within my being is a silenceserenescholar. That makes me rest in peace consciously knowing that I am not the one dying- it is all the wornout roles and goals of noroyaltyloyalty that make living impossible even with all the accumulated accolades of awards rewarded to the mind.
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