There is a common connection between writing and prayer and I have arrived at the crossroad where I cannot differentiate between the two. It is as though writing and prayer form a circle of life that defines my life mission as life unfold, without my angst to redirect its course. My newfound admiration to let God be God and let God use me, yes, use me makes me believe that I can live forever.
Indeed with God all things are possible!
The peace of mind that comes with healthy self-care is pristine, too pristine to consider trading.
October 31, 2008
October 30, 2008
Work: activity performed consciously
Collectively and individually consciously performing whatever…whatever it is one finds engaging in the very moment that it is being done is Life’s way of defining work, personally. So is there such a thing as unemployment, I asked life live and direct… and where’s the guarantee of a pay cheque. On more than one occasion life situations presented the answer loud and clear. I used to think that maybe life did not quite understand my question and then the response seem to play like a mantra each time I asked Life the question. I thought maybe- just maybe- life’s dictionary needs to be much more simple than it already is.
Gainfully also, was another word I needed life to breakdown its definition to make it pliable applicable to my mind’s understanding and acceptance of worthy contribution to make this world the new heaven where hell is permitted to play its part so that the business of living on Earth can yield personal happiness and willingness to let go of the idea of suffering by eliminating the need for enslavement to prove the want to separate the fittest of the fittest from fitness.
Life is making sure that collective consciousness of every activity engaged in responsibly, is the only way to reverse and eradicate the damaging consequences that ignorance uses to plague dignity and integrity of each person’s heroic mission to restore respect, peace and sanctity of sanity in a manner that is deeply nourishing collectively and individually. And it is happening right now in this lifetime. Now, that is how I understand Life’s definition of work and gainful employment. With or without the guarantee of a pay cheque everything that is stamped with Life’s Seal receives its life supporting benefits from Life. Nature, spring and earth display this fact- immaculately
So I remain willing to obey life’s commands and proceed with whatever…whatever I am doing and being and trust that Life provides resources, inspiration and enthusiasm to incorporate and contribute to helpful ways of living everyday life- frays and all, responsibly
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Gainfully also, was another word I needed life to breakdown its definition to make it pliable applicable to my mind’s understanding and acceptance of worthy contribution to make this world the new heaven where hell is permitted to play its part so that the business of living on Earth can yield personal happiness and willingness to let go of the idea of suffering by eliminating the need for enslavement to prove the want to separate the fittest of the fittest from fitness.
Life is making sure that collective consciousness of every activity engaged in responsibly, is the only way to reverse and eradicate the damaging consequences that ignorance uses to plague dignity and integrity of each person’s heroic mission to restore respect, peace and sanctity of sanity in a manner that is deeply nourishing collectively and individually. And it is happening right now in this lifetime. Now, that is how I understand Life’s definition of work and gainful employment. With or without the guarantee of a pay cheque everything that is stamped with Life’s Seal receives its life supporting benefits from Life. Nature, spring and earth display this fact- immaculately
So I remain willing to obey life’s commands and proceed with whatever…whatever I am doing and being and trust that Life provides resources, inspiration and enthusiasm to incorporate and contribute to helpful ways of living everyday life- frays and all, responsibly
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October 29, 2008
Letting go of life leeching roles and goals
Victim, accuser, judge, superwoman, people pleasing and rescue ranger roles come in as many costumes as there are mind-tactics lodge in a memory of habits embedded in the human psyche.
Many of these roles appeared to be very life sustaining and so the mind kept adopting the habits, mastering the art of maintaining and improving the habits of doing something that seem life saving and redeeming. What I have come to accept is that though matter how much emphasis is placed on life leeching roles, life continues to impart truth and wisdom enough to dissolve the deception of habits that function contrary to life sustainability.
Just because the human mind collectively complies to compromise life does not make life reconsider its role in existence by giving up its inherent wisdom. That has been a very arduous journey with reality and integrity in Earth School. Already my mind knows that once these roles finally kick the bucket roles that kept it alive will cremate and so it has been kicking and screaming and scaring the living daylight of my body, soul and even spirit. Still I know that deep within my being is a silenceserenescholar. That makes me rest in peace consciously knowing that I am not the one dying- it is all the wornout roles and goals of noroyaltyloyalty that make living impossible even with all the accumulated accolades of awards rewarded to the mind.
Many of these roles appeared to be very life sustaining and so the mind kept adopting the habits, mastering the art of maintaining and improving the habits of doing something that seem life saving and redeeming. What I have come to accept is that though matter how much emphasis is placed on life leeching roles, life continues to impart truth and wisdom enough to dissolve the deception of habits that function contrary to life sustainability.
Just because the human mind collectively complies to compromise life does not make life reconsider its role in existence by giving up its inherent wisdom. That has been a very arduous journey with reality and integrity in Earth School. Already my mind knows that once these roles finally kick the bucket roles that kept it alive will cremate and so it has been kicking and screaming and scaring the living daylight of my body, soul and even spirit. Still I know that deep within my being is a silenceserenescholar. That makes me rest in peace consciously knowing that I am not the one dying- it is all the wornout roles and goals of noroyaltyloyalty that make living impossible even with all the accumulated accolades of awards rewarded to the mind.
October 28, 2008
The most feared truth…
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…Is the truth itself
Now that I know that God is taking care good care of what concerns me, I am planning my graduating from life ceremony.
That which was a decade ago supposedly a signal of suicide that set death-fearers on high red alert while I in no way was planning to knock on any where near the gates of St. Peter. That waylaywaylay had me expend and spend so much energy justifying and trying to prove that I was not about to do anything ‘stupid’ and nowadays I wondered why I even cared to want to explain why I needed to save my soul; and body and mind, while at it.
After having gone through so much of what I had began suspecting was my own life drainer; I began to throw away the cloggers-in-disguise and of course, according to the civilized world this is a no-no, just hang on to them and add more and work harder and accumulate every joy-tank drainer that my mind could hold on to along the way in what turned out to be the real hell that I was coerced to live in.
Meanwhile the ones who are diagnosing my insight through their lens of madness did everything to distract me and distracted I was and of course I was at the same time celebrating the fact that I took off time to appropriately assess the rawness of unhappiness.
Interestingly the one who was most adamant that I think like I am told to think so as to be in good books of the civilized was the one who chose to give up on life when the doctors assumed his dying day was days away. Laying in bed waiting for the fateful dreadful moment, that I was happy to know was not the joy stealer, and send messengers to trumpet the doctors prediction and wants me- the foolish one with morbid ideas- to come to bid farewell.
All I told the messengers is that faith in a doctor is one thing, faith in a few pills that the body can no longer digest is not death; therefore this means that he is not going anywhere in any hurry because the doctors said so. Get his shorts out and get ready for baseball season. That was years ago; I did not go and neither has he kicked that bucket.
Had I not listened to the weird inkling to ‘take a good look at you and tell me something…tell me something Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis, is that how you want to celebrate living? Ghosts would still be writing my script for me and forcing me to act normal instead of encouraging me to present my naturalness which Universe endow me with live and direct from the God
I am happy to have had life got me to the point where nothing much mattered- not all my goodgod intention, not throwing away my dreams and desire to dream, not caring if I made it to heaven or hell; not even if Jesus had to die on a cross again to prove God’s love for me can suffice to live a life of matyrdom when God keeps offering me heaven without having to die.
No one can nor should attempt to force anyone to trade that conviction all because of the false prophesy meaning of suicide. I personnaly define the hype as the fear of one’s own fear of death however, and whenever it comes.
As for me, like a thief in the night in broad daylight death is always at my side
And so is God
Knowing that helps me want to enjoy the most of what little time or abundance of breaths I still have to inhale and exhale without the apprehension of it being the last.
The truth without the taint. That settles the diagnosis
I can accept my own disease... that I never really appreciated the road that led me to heaven and tempted me to settle for hell- what seem to have been hard labour was itself the keys to the Kingdom of heaven here on earth.
I made a vow with God to not let my mind pollute its space otherwise the phantoms return with seven more to help pin me down.
and so I continue to see the good in the lifetimes ahead and give thanks for the lifetimes long gone
…Is the truth itself
Now that I know that God is taking care good care of what concerns me, I am planning my graduating from life ceremony.
That which was a decade ago supposedly a signal of suicide that set death-fearers on high red alert while I in no way was planning to knock on any where near the gates of St. Peter. That waylaywaylay had me expend and spend so much energy justifying and trying to prove that I was not about to do anything ‘stupid’ and nowadays I wondered why I even cared to want to explain why I needed to save my soul; and body and mind, while at it.
After having gone through so much of what I had began suspecting was my own life drainer; I began to throw away the cloggers-in-disguise and of course, according to the civilized world this is a no-no, just hang on to them and add more and work harder and accumulate every joy-tank drainer that my mind could hold on to along the way in what turned out to be the real hell that I was coerced to live in.
Meanwhile the ones who are diagnosing my insight through their lens of madness did everything to distract me and distracted I was and of course I was at the same time celebrating the fact that I took off time to appropriately assess the rawness of unhappiness.
Interestingly the one who was most adamant that I think like I am told to think so as to be in good books of the civilized was the one who chose to give up on life when the doctors assumed his dying day was days away. Laying in bed waiting for the fateful dreadful moment, that I was happy to know was not the joy stealer, and send messengers to trumpet the doctors prediction and wants me- the foolish one with morbid ideas- to come to bid farewell.
All I told the messengers is that faith in a doctor is one thing, faith in a few pills that the body can no longer digest is not death; therefore this means that he is not going anywhere in any hurry because the doctors said so. Get his shorts out and get ready for baseball season. That was years ago; I did not go and neither has he kicked that bucket.
Had I not listened to the weird inkling to ‘take a good look at you and tell me something…tell me something Nympha Angeal-Eyes Francis, is that how you want to celebrate living? Ghosts would still be writing my script for me and forcing me to act normal instead of encouraging me to present my naturalness which Universe endow me with live and direct from the God
I am happy to have had life got me to the point where nothing much mattered- not all my goodgod intention, not throwing away my dreams and desire to dream, not caring if I made it to heaven or hell; not even if Jesus had to die on a cross again to prove God’s love for me can suffice to live a life of matyrdom when God keeps offering me heaven without having to die.
No one can nor should attempt to force anyone to trade that conviction all because of the false prophesy meaning of suicide. I personnaly define the hype as the fear of one’s own fear of death however, and whenever it comes.
As for me, like a thief in the night in broad daylight death is always at my side
And so is God
Knowing that helps me want to enjoy the most of what little time or abundance of breaths I still have to inhale and exhale without the apprehension of it being the last.
The truth without the taint. That settles the diagnosis
I can accept my own disease... that I never really appreciated the road that led me to heaven and tempted me to settle for hell- what seem to have been hard labour was itself the keys to the Kingdom of heaven here on earth.
I made a vow with God to not let my mind pollute its space otherwise the phantoms return with seven more to help pin me down.
and so I continue to see the good in the lifetimes ahead and give thanks for the lifetimes long gone
October 27, 2008
The Garden of Life
As an avid alert Earth School Student in a world where confusion is nothing’s new and seasons and weather conditions are always ready to coach me in real time in styles that are customized to present learning opportunities to serve me firsthand so I can contribute to sustainable management of renewable energy I let life prepare me so that when Universe says get-up-and-go tend the vineyard, I say, “yes, yes, yes!”
October 26, 2008
Prolific Performance
Another deposit of fresh wave of aliveness to create, evaluate and re-evaluate my terms and conditions to enjoy life while alive helps me to move along.
Walking my own steps towards the unknown with eyes wide as saucers I welcome each adventure that kindles intellect, intuition with keen attention to all what makes me thrive.
Walking my own steps towards the unknown with eyes wide as saucers I welcome each adventure that kindles intellect, intuition with keen attention to all what makes me thrive.
October 25, 2008
Crucible of my own experience of reality
Selfish and unselfish exercise of wisdom as productively as possible requires some hard decisions. Judicious giving and judicious withholding present task the size of one’s willingness to accept and surrender during the journey back to the sacredness of its origin. That is a lesson learnt in the dark hole and narrow crossings section of the journey.
Of course, one needs to have something; something to compare so as to know if it is really the something that is necessary or, something that is just a shadow of the necessary something. Knowing one has an identity is imperative in finding that which is vital to humanity happystance- one’s only true identity
When nothing else suffice and still the soul is in deep ravine territory, giving up serpentine effort to harness happiness takes a whole new dimension and lot less effort to release the tight grip on what is hindering the instant arriving of what is life itself.
Examination of the world within contains riches beyond imagination that leads straight to the pearly gates of knowing that all I came with is all I shall leave with- nothing more makes the journey back to self more gratifying.
Attending to what humanity came with will combust the cahoots with cozy conspiracy tacit cajoling need to trick us into craving that which is congesting the soulful earth
We are then resolved to consummate the yearning of our burning desire and ordinary interaction provides priceless, ecstatic, lasting sense of gratitude for being a chosen creature by the creator of creation, just to be its friend
Hanging out with God will be again the primary career (livelihood) of being human
Of course, one needs to have something; something to compare so as to know if it is really the something that is necessary or, something that is just a shadow of the necessary something. Knowing one has an identity is imperative in finding that which is vital to humanity happystance- one’s only true identity
When nothing else suffice and still the soul is in deep ravine territory, giving up serpentine effort to harness happiness takes a whole new dimension and lot less effort to release the tight grip on what is hindering the instant arriving of what is life itself.
Examination of the world within contains riches beyond imagination that leads straight to the pearly gates of knowing that all I came with is all I shall leave with- nothing more makes the journey back to self more gratifying.
Attending to what humanity came with will combust the cahoots with cozy conspiracy tacit cajoling need to trick us into craving that which is congesting the soulful earth
We are then resolved to consummate the yearning of our burning desire and ordinary interaction provides priceless, ecstatic, lasting sense of gratitude for being a chosen creature by the creator of creation, just to be its friend
Hanging out with God will be again the primary career (livelihood) of being human
Everything else will fall in its rightful role and remains subject to change to continue ensuring that hanging out with God maintains its place of priority
Durable joy of life risks openness to act spontaneously; enriches one’s capacity to do the unnatural, essential to ultimate fortitude
October 24, 2008
United Nations Day
United Nations charter achievements and goals of the international body is primarily to support what Earth and Sun agreed upon, a long time ago
To provide basic essentials to humanity
Essentials, meaning: safe, healthy and affordable shelter; nutritiously-dense nourishing food for the biological body, intellectual soundness of the global body; safe mode of transportation- safe both for humanity and the Earth and at the same time within one’s means
To provide basic essentials to humanity
Essentials, meaning: safe, healthy and affordable shelter; nutritiously-dense nourishing food for the biological body, intellectual soundness of the global body; safe mode of transportation- safe both for humanity and the Earth and at the same time within one’s means
In order words; things that are not considered to be optional extras. Willingness to restore readliy avaibale everyday essentials, earth's dignity and human integrity is a far more important attitude than setting aside a day! a day for what!
That’s what seeking first the kingdom of God and everything else will fall in line and in place just as the earth and sun agreed upon, a long time ago. Talks, debates hoodwink, harangue and ballyhoo do not make the cut in impressing mother earth or father sun.
October 23, 2008
What is, is what is
Dramatic insights into our selves negotiate the curves and corners of the journey of life in a style that makes resilience a marvellous motivator
Spirit is very sensible and prevents the mind from containing it to a limited scope and stance of successful living. Spirit can swiftly unhurdle all impediments to growth
It is downright traumatic and unnatural to settle for less than what is and downplay what is empowering
Hard knock lesson from life school on Earth campus teaches that whenever the student is ready- preferable before the insanity takes over and precisely when the sanity is conscious that it is insane.
Spirit is very sensible and prevents the mind from containing it to a limited scope and stance of successful living. Spirit can swiftly unhurdle all impediments to growth
It is downright traumatic and unnatural to settle for less than what is and downplay what is empowering
Hard knock lesson from life school on Earth campus teaches that whenever the student is ready- preferable before the insanity takes over and precisely when the sanity is conscious that it is insane.
October 22, 2008
Perpetual patience devoid of action
The rambunctious bottomless pit is wide open and waiting to devour the mind as it feebly waits for pie from the sky as a sign that heaven is eons away and can only be glimpsed at after physical death. That is why I decided to practice dying so I could get more than just a meager glimpse of heaven. It was not too long after that I discovered that there is no need to wait. I just pretend that I am dead; that to me was far better than waiting and agonizing about something I could have and enjoy now. From then on every moment counts and I live enthusiastically to enjoy every breath. Life has never been more exciting! What I cannot have to enjoy now then takes a back seat and before I know it I am in heaven again.
Passively waiting for salvation day is presenting its grievous ramification as needless suffering and constant cross carrying.
Living as though now is the time of salvation reveals the same message of the apocalypse. The symbolism of John is very scary and while this was his analogy of the future more than 2000 years ago, today’s time still evoke these same images and so offers the message of salvation in our day.
Waiting in vain is a cause of constant pain with no eternal gain and only fuels the fear factor of everyday living and the temptation to run away from life
If I had to continue to wait until I was sure that there is an opulent afterlife, I would continue to wait to enjoy each day’s presents and then die only to find my soul and all its endowment sitting in St Peter’s garage sale. It is for this reason that I quickly engage all my cells into wanting to know the truth first hand about all this mind-massacring mystery. Again and again, I kept coming up empty. Painstakingly, I realized that there is no such mystery because God is not a far-fetched freak with a punishing patriarchy pose on a throne in a no man’s planet, giving orders that no one can fathom to achieve. I came to my very own conviction that making it to heaven to live happily ever after, after I pass away is a contradiction in terms
Since I am convinced that there is a God who is longing to spend ad infinitum with me and that I had already given up all my prized possessions for the sake of that God, I decided that the God I am longing to find me and who needs me to seek it better reveal itself to me. I told that God so in my very own version of pretty please; and that turned out to have been good enough.
When people realize that redemption and salvation are already available and always accessible while alive, would they still hail for a future to deliver trailer load of everlasting fulfillment and in the meantime roughing it out and toughing it out to arrive at the pearly gates. Waiting for future freedom is a recipe of frustration festival, conscience, crucifixion, survival of the only species that put the species at stake is itself at stake of survival- a passport to enter in and remain in hell; the very place that the mind is afraid of going and so tricked into avoiding.
That to me is a worse or near close image of the Book of Revelation.
Passively waiting for salvation day is presenting its grievous ramification as needless suffering and constant cross carrying.
Living as though now is the time of salvation reveals the same message of the apocalypse. The symbolism of John is very scary and while this was his analogy of the future more than 2000 years ago, today’s time still evoke these same images and so offers the message of salvation in our day.
Waiting in vain is a cause of constant pain with no eternal gain and only fuels the fear factor of everyday living and the temptation to run away from life
If I had to continue to wait until I was sure that there is an opulent afterlife, I would continue to wait to enjoy each day’s presents and then die only to find my soul and all its endowment sitting in St Peter’s garage sale. It is for this reason that I quickly engage all my cells into wanting to know the truth first hand about all this mind-massacring mystery. Again and again, I kept coming up empty. Painstakingly, I realized that there is no such mystery because God is not a far-fetched freak with a punishing patriarchy pose on a throne in a no man’s planet, giving orders that no one can fathom to achieve. I came to my very own conviction that making it to heaven to live happily ever after, after I pass away is a contradiction in terms
Since I am convinced that there is a God who is longing to spend ad infinitum with me and that I had already given up all my prized possessions for the sake of that God, I decided that the God I am longing to find me and who needs me to seek it better reveal itself to me. I told that God so in my very own version of pretty please; and that turned out to have been good enough.
When people realize that redemption and salvation are already available and always accessible while alive, would they still hail for a future to deliver trailer load of everlasting fulfillment and in the meantime roughing it out and toughing it out to arrive at the pearly gates. Waiting for future freedom is a recipe of frustration festival, conscience, crucifixion, survival of the only species that put the species at stake is itself at stake of survival- a passport to enter in and remain in hell; the very place that the mind is afraid of going and so tricked into avoiding.
That to me is a worse or near close image of the Book of Revelation.
October 21, 2008
hunch honouring hour- a spark of divinity
God can crash the puny plans and tunnel vision promises of scientific facts, religious paradox of social contextisms, in a flash!
Jubilant Jehovah Jairah is actively nurturing us so we can take the required step to propose to God and say, here I am I AM. I accept your lifetime offer to remain faithful to all who go out on a limb, on bended knee to return to you, the First Love- unconficted love.
Exchange of guessing game for hunch harnessing generates sparks of divinity that outlast the tests of time
Jubilant Jehovah Jairah is actively nurturing us so we can take the required step to propose to God and say, here I am I AM. I accept your lifetime offer to remain faithful to all who go out on a limb, on bended knee to return to you, the First Love- unconficted love.
Exchange of guessing game for hunch harnessing generates sparks of divinity that outlast the tests of time
October 20, 2008
Dirty laundry loses more stains
When wise saying loses their holding power the wash cycle needs no booster detergent
No exaggeration
No stain remover
No secret pockets
No reenactment
No fragment
No parables
No fabrication
No shrinking
No harsh elements
No disclaimer
No lyes
No dyes
Like slightly irregulars it hangs on display with the perfectly regulars-no shame, no blame, no envy, no where to hide
Like the flowerless tree it stands out just as much as the flowering vine- no shame, no blame, no envy, no where to hide
Just so the meaning of wise saying are exposed, no smart aleck jokes can hide the stains of time
This then becomes the best way to save the baby from the bath water.
The mind loses its rap sheet of bad records
No exaggeration
No stain remover
No secret pockets
No reenactment
No fragment
No parables
No fabrication
No shrinking
No harsh elements
No disclaimer
No lyes
No dyes
Like slightly irregulars it hangs on display with the perfectly regulars-no shame, no blame, no envy, no where to hide
Like the flowerless tree it stands out just as much as the flowering vine- no shame, no blame, no envy, no where to hide
Just so the meaning of wise saying are exposed, no smart aleck jokes can hide the stains of time
This then becomes the best way to save the baby from the bath water.
The mind loses its rap sheet of bad records
October 19, 2008
The Journey from experience to message
Healing the pain and suffering from everyday events is the seed of opportunity imbedded in an experience.
At the time when the curveball is delivering its homerun, homecoming seem far away and so is the message which is to be presented to the world- another story which can become everyone’s story to help each and everyone along on the earth journey.
Maybe some have heard or been told that their experience doesn’t count for much or not valid enough to make the news headline- the very small story news headline that cauterize conscientious creatures.
It doesn’t cause enough panic, chaos, riots and ratings of high caliber prebedtime cold sweat stories and, nightmares that paint a rotten picture of the world we live in, in which we have to go about the business of living- the world which is being transform by human intelligence
The truth is each person had different experience from the same event and the secret is that the big version of the small story is more empowering when removed from the earthen vessel in which it is stored.
Even the scriptures warn us to not hide one’s light under a bowl
The light is one’s experience to courageously share its seed the message or outcome of perseverance; not just masquerading the essence of living until it transform to exaggeration.
There comes a time when fabrication no longer holds the mind hostage in its fear-bound business of best sellers primetime news and ground breaking updates.
When that time comes for the ones who are blessed to know that three is life before death, the mind and body crash into jagged rocks of uncertainty; potholes of doubt swallow sanity while the spirit traverse through the haunted home of silver lining, along life’s paths and narrow crossings
The pain and bitterness may crush desires and dreams. Oblige the hurry up mentality to halt in its tracks. The decision to stop a while for a well needed rest will be of paramount importance; resting long enough will lift off the veil of distress and the mind can resume its excursion of quietness, amid the world’s noises and many choices as it happily greet the day.
At the time when the curveball is delivering its homerun, homecoming seem far away and so is the message which is to be presented to the world- another story which can become everyone’s story to help each and everyone along on the earth journey.
Maybe some have heard or been told that their experience doesn’t count for much or not valid enough to make the news headline- the very small story news headline that cauterize conscientious creatures.
It doesn’t cause enough panic, chaos, riots and ratings of high caliber prebedtime cold sweat stories and, nightmares that paint a rotten picture of the world we live in, in which we have to go about the business of living- the world which is being transform by human intelligence
The truth is each person had different experience from the same event and the secret is that the big version of the small story is more empowering when removed from the earthen vessel in which it is stored.
Even the scriptures warn us to not hide one’s light under a bowl
The light is one’s experience to courageously share its seed the message or outcome of perseverance; not just masquerading the essence of living until it transform to exaggeration.
There comes a time when fabrication no longer holds the mind hostage in its fear-bound business of best sellers primetime news and ground breaking updates.
When that time comes for the ones who are blessed to know that three is life before death, the mind and body crash into jagged rocks of uncertainty; potholes of doubt swallow sanity while the spirit traverse through the haunted home of silver lining, along life’s paths and narrow crossings
The pain and bitterness may crush desires and dreams. Oblige the hurry up mentality to halt in its tracks. The decision to stop a while for a well needed rest will be of paramount importance; resting long enough will lift off the veil of distress and the mind can resume its excursion of quietness, amid the world’s noises and many choices as it happily greet the day.
Here’s to experience- the teacher that enriches life’s richness with lessons of wholesomeness
October 18, 2008
The Memory Bank
Appreciating every moment with steadfast fidelity is the best remedy to combat PMESS retardation
Character develops in the full current of human life and the stormy billows of humanity. Without the spirals-upward and downward, life seem unremittingly horrendous
Character develops in the full current of human life and the stormy billows of humanity. Without the spirals-upward and downward, life seem unremittingly horrendous
Creating a loftier reality sets many a mindset on feeble foundation; the worth of each breath is taken for granted.
When sickness and loss add to life’s lot, breath is cherished and frills fling far from fathom
What matters most is no longer at the mercy of what will not matter. The past withdraws its claws; the purpose of living deposits another dose of experience, which yields enough interest, to ensure future investments upon request
October 17, 2008
GPS: God’s Potent Security
Policies and procedures; terms and conditions; agreements and manuals all play a role in helping Homo sapiens maneuver safety in the social zoo
Each person was created with an inner inkling called wisdom, to inspire spirit- the handy helper, which Jesus offered as his replacement.
Jesus knew first hand how the spirit can become during human-hurricane hazard that flies life like its gone with the wind.
His disciples were already fretting when Jesus said his work was done…complete
God, on the other hand, did not hold back Jesus because of that; as usual God already always has big ideas of how things oughta run after Jesus is gone, so he allowed Jesus to share his magic, if you will, he told them how he got to where he was and how they too can; and he reminded them of that which was already in them. God did not hand them any manuals to help them when the twists and turns of life flares up; that, he already had warned comes like a thief in the night. So who wants to be fumbling through a 26 pages of disclaimers and then sections 1, 2, 3… and then subsection a, b, c and that doesn’t even begin to help us scratch the surface of all the amendments let alone to fast forward us to what other fine prints and contradictions while in the storm, be it social, personal, emotional, financial, mental; and oh weary spirit is stuffed in the closet. Hunches make the most sense in times of “ what must I do”. Sorry-ass panic knows us so much better than we know ourselves kicks in and we forgot how we knew so well how to enjoy our sacred sanctum before arriving in what appears to be perpetual purgatory.
when I seem to have more questions than answers, answers that seem to have missed my questions, or when I just want assurance that I am in the eye of the storm and can rest in peace without fear of the shadow of death Wisdom’s built in compass takes over the decision making.
Though matter how long the storm last or how many times it chooses to return is at some point or another the time when it is required to haul us out of the darkness and land us back into the light that the embryo of consciousness delights in.
Like Jesus I am crying and praying all kinds of prayers; Jesus' prayers were good enough to preserve his spirit as it groaned on his behalf because even Jesus knew better than to resist God’s will; he tried though but in the end he knew God well enough to not continue wrestling with God to change its intention; so he chose to surrender to his soul. Maybe he learnt that from his cousin, Jacob.
Each person was created with an inner inkling called wisdom, to inspire spirit- the handy helper, which Jesus offered as his replacement.
Jesus knew first hand how the spirit can become during human-hurricane hazard that flies life like its gone with the wind.
His disciples were already fretting when Jesus said his work was done…complete
God, on the other hand, did not hold back Jesus because of that; as usual God already always has big ideas of how things oughta run after Jesus is gone, so he allowed Jesus to share his magic, if you will, he told them how he got to where he was and how they too can; and he reminded them of that which was already in them. God did not hand them any manuals to help them when the twists and turns of life flares up; that, he already had warned comes like a thief in the night. So who wants to be fumbling through a 26 pages of disclaimers and then sections 1, 2, 3… and then subsection a, b, c and that doesn’t even begin to help us scratch the surface of all the amendments let alone to fast forward us to what other fine prints and contradictions while in the storm, be it social, personal, emotional, financial, mental; and oh weary spirit is stuffed in the closet. Hunches make the most sense in times of “ what must I do”. Sorry-ass panic knows us so much better than we know ourselves kicks in and we forgot how we knew so well how to enjoy our sacred sanctum before arriving in what appears to be perpetual purgatory.
when I seem to have more questions than answers, answers that seem to have missed my questions, or when I just want assurance that I am in the eye of the storm and can rest in peace without fear of the shadow of death Wisdom’s built in compass takes over the decision making.
Though matter how long the storm last or how many times it chooses to return is at some point or another the time when it is required to haul us out of the darkness and land us back into the light that the embryo of consciousness delights in.
Like Jesus I am crying and praying all kinds of prayers; Jesus' prayers were good enough to preserve his spirit as it groaned on his behalf because even Jesus knew better than to resist God’s will; he tried though but in the end he knew God well enough to not continue wrestling with God to change its intention; so he chose to surrender to his soul. Maybe he learnt that from his cousin, Jacob.
October 16, 2008
Exploring the logic
The five serving of the pie of wholesome living is crumbling all because one portion is almost gobbling up the whole pie
Jobbing
In its diversity of options is like the mind thinking that it is all there is to staying alive.
Jobbing strictly on someone else’s schedule- come hell or high water, freezing rain or humidity, even when commute mode is on strike or is regions across town, can be a bit treacherous- not too mention hazardous to the organism
there are some people who have to commute to the point that sleeping is scheduled en route to and from the job. I used to watch necks swing from side to side and it was always a thrill to watch the sleepers roused and rushed out groggily to find their way to the cubicle- home away from home; my lungs always looked forward to its exercise; now I laugh with myself about the times I would squeeze myself to get on a crowded bus and trains to chip in my services. what a life!
Jobbing from home seemed a good idea except working for someone else from home is more apt to increase one’s workload and meddle with the need for a timely timeout
Jobbing for oneself means providing the resources, spend endless time making sure that business is running smoothly and a break to rest can be out of the question
And don’t get me started on doing something as a means to an end and still there is too much month at the end of the money; work is work- not a job, which is, a means to an end.
where then, is the room of compromise for someone who wants to know that work is just a small piece of the pie of life and a job just is not everyone's idea of long term commitment?
Equipments are upgrading even when it a means to guzzle up the budget so more funding influx
and the body, well
it is just a body
there is always another body
and life goes on
Well so is the ‘health’ care budget
And homelessness
And disease
And starvation
And hunger
And orphans
And Maimed soldiers
And Escorted cadavers
Jobbing
In its diversity of options is like the mind thinking that it is all there is to staying alive.
Jobbing strictly on someone else’s schedule- come hell or high water, freezing rain or humidity, even when commute mode is on strike or is regions across town, can be a bit treacherous- not too mention hazardous to the organism
there are some people who have to commute to the point that sleeping is scheduled en route to and from the job. I used to watch necks swing from side to side and it was always a thrill to watch the sleepers roused and rushed out groggily to find their way to the cubicle- home away from home; my lungs always looked forward to its exercise; now I laugh with myself about the times I would squeeze myself to get on a crowded bus and trains to chip in my services. what a life!
Jobbing from home seemed a good idea except working for someone else from home is more apt to increase one’s workload and meddle with the need for a timely timeout
Jobbing for oneself means providing the resources, spend endless time making sure that business is running smoothly and a break to rest can be out of the question
And don’t get me started on doing something as a means to an end and still there is too much month at the end of the money; work is work- not a job, which is, a means to an end.
where then, is the room of compromise for someone who wants to know that work is just a small piece of the pie of life and a job just is not everyone's idea of long term commitment?
Equipments are upgrading even when it a means to guzzle up the budget so more funding influx
and the body, well
it is just a body
there is always another body
and life goes on
Well so is the ‘health’ care budget
And homelessness
And disease
And starvation
And hunger
And orphans
And Maimed soldiers
And Escorted cadavers
and hooliganism
And dog eat dog…
‘Survival of the fittest’ bullshit by the name of crime
And dog eat dog…
‘Survival of the fittest’ bullshit by the name of crime
is that how life should be treated
is that what having a life has dwindled to!
is that the value of integrity
Where’s the logic in that!
Where’s the logic in that!
October 15, 2008
Taking initiative to Gnothi seauton
If I did not take the timeout to know myself then what good is an impeccable performance appraisal?
Although God had a great deal in making sure that I understood that timeout is mandatory I am just happy that it did not include taking his breath back.
There is no need to wish to be somebody else, no need to ask God to remake me
If for no other better valid reason to taking initiative to know thyself, knowing thyself has eliminated its flip side- seeking worth through some performance appraisal
Although God had a great deal in making sure that I understood that timeout is mandatory I am just happy that it did not include taking his breath back.
There is no need to wish to be somebody else, no need to ask God to remake me
If for no other better valid reason to taking initiative to know thyself, knowing thyself has eliminated its flip side- seeking worth through some performance appraisal
October 14, 2008
What humanity is intended not to be
One size fits all clothing may be a great enterprise
Carbon copy, modernized as photocopy is also a viable efficient tool
According to human standards, it may be much easier and may even be deemed practical to corral the herd in the same boot camp and play ‘Simon says’ using many different tactics all to endorse human doing
That, however, is not an agreeable arrangement with Allah. When it comes to human, Supreme Being draws the line
No duplicate
No simulation
No one size fits all
No fooling all the people all the time
Carbon copy, modernized as photocopy is also a viable efficient tool
According to human standards, it may be much easier and may even be deemed practical to corral the herd in the same boot camp and play ‘Simon says’ using many different tactics all to endorse human doing
That, however, is not an agreeable arrangement with Allah. When it comes to human, Supreme Being draws the line
No duplicate
No simulation
No one size fits all
No fooling all the people all the time
October 13, 2008
Psalm 32: A David Psalm to help ward off despondency
The biblical accounts identify King Solomon as the son of King David
That is the same lineage Jesus was born into
everyone who is bonded to the mind can understand the need to let go of the hold that misery may want to use to plague one's sanity...this is what David left for us who are wondering what God will do if he finds out the truth about us-the truth that God already knows!
"Count yourself blessed, how happy you must be- you get a fresh start,
your slate's wiped clean.
Count yourself auspicious
God holds nothing against you
and you're holding nothing back from him
When I kept it all inside,
my bones turned to powder,
my words became daylong groans
The pressure never let up;
all the juices of my life dried up
Then I let it all out;
I said, "I'll make a clean breast of my failures to God."
Suddenly the pressure was gone
my guilt dissolved,
my sin disappeared
These things add up. Every one of us needs to pray;
when all hell breaks loose and the dam bursts
we'll be on high ground, untouched
God's my island hideaway,
keeps danger far from the shore,
throws garlands of hosannas around my neck
Let me give you some good advice;
I'm looking you in the eye
and giving it to you straight:
"Don't be ornery like a horse or mule
that needs bit and bridle
to stay on track."
God-defiers are always in trouble;
God-affirmers find themselves loved
every time they turn around
Celebrate God
Sing together—everyone!
All you honest hearts, raise the roof!"
That is the same lineage Jesus was born into
everyone who is bonded to the mind can understand the need to let go of the hold that misery may want to use to plague one's sanity...this is what David left for us who are wondering what God will do if he finds out the truth about us-the truth that God already knows!
"Count yourself blessed, how happy you must be- you get a fresh start,
your slate's wiped clean.
Count yourself auspicious
God holds nothing against you
and you're holding nothing back from him
When I kept it all inside,
my bones turned to powder,
my words became daylong groans
The pressure never let up;
all the juices of my life dried up
Then I let it all out;
I said, "I'll make a clean breast of my failures to God."
Suddenly the pressure was gone
my guilt dissolved,
my sin disappeared
These things add up. Every one of us needs to pray;
when all hell breaks loose and the dam bursts
we'll be on high ground, untouched
God's my island hideaway,
keeps danger far from the shore,
throws garlands of hosannas around my neck
Let me give you some good advice;
I'm looking you in the eye
and giving it to you straight:
"Don't be ornery like a horse or mule
that needs bit and bridle
to stay on track."
God-defiers are always in trouble;
God-affirmers find themselves loved
every time they turn around
Celebrate God
Sing together—everyone!
All you honest hearts, raise the roof!"
in modern context:
Follow your heart... rock the boat; make waves; dare to take out the rose coloured glasses;
You are child of the Universe
October 12, 2008
Affirmative influence versus reinforcement
Considering how intelligent the intellect can be is like recognizing the thickness of the fine line between well meaning reinforcement and the slim chances of having intended positive influence become contaminated by preconditioning of the mind action to the heart’s intention
The mind also is the stubborn mule or horse that Psalm 32 refers to as having to be controlled with bit and bridle to make it submit [to spirit]
Breaking one’s spirit in stead of one’s mind to reinforce positive influence always creates ground for frustration and misconceptions- the very opposite action to an otherwise sacred intention. That is why God continues to keep its affirmative objective by looking at the heart and Spirit is always encouraged to right outcome even when misinterpreted.
I tell you, spirit knows how to discern intellectual intelligence moves and motives. That is exactly why the mind likes to wear out the spirit and leaves it vulnerable, as this is the only way it can download its moves and motives consciously into the unconscious; and just like God let Joseph’s brothers sell him as a slave, and allowed Joseph to be imprisoned innocently and just how God allowed Haman to build a gallows 75 ft high to hang Mordecai and Mordecai continuing to serve God first though matter what, so to God pretends to not know what is going on; all this while though, God knows that there is one more move and it is God’s, though matter what the mind does and does so well.
If spirit sings, dances and even groans then the move is necessary, then this is in my optionary ordinance, sing, dance, groan it is!
If all spirit does is glide unperturbed then this is sure sign that the mind is dumping bloated nothingness to create a state of panic and so it would serve me well to just surrender to spirit and not use more bit and bridle and attempt to bar the stable after the horse has already clearly escaped the corral while spirit continues to glide unperturbed and giving me a choice to make- life or death. Go solo or hang on to it and hang out with it. From experience and according to optionary ordinance, the wise thing to do is hitch my wagon to spirit’s yoke. A safe idea to ward me off becoming repeating the fate of Lot’s wife or the rebuke of Jesus to his would be followers according to Luke 9:62
Come Holy Spirit and keep children of the living God from the grips of panic and bloated nothingness of intellectual intelligence so that the mind does not interfere with spirit intentions
And even when mind appears to have successfully interfere, Wisdom continues to teach how to discern the difference
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change and hand it back to the one who can change everything and anything
Courage to harness to spirit even when mind output tries to contradict intentions- mine or someone else’s- know when to leave well alone!
Wisdom, oh dear wisdom, what would I do without you, what would I be without you! Where would I be without being lost or feeling lost?
Continue to show children of the living God the difference and more over continue to hasten trust and obedience every breath of the way to let you have the last move.
The mind also is the stubborn mule or horse that Psalm 32 refers to as having to be controlled with bit and bridle to make it submit [to spirit]
Breaking one’s spirit in stead of one’s mind to reinforce positive influence always creates ground for frustration and misconceptions- the very opposite action to an otherwise sacred intention. That is why God continues to keep its affirmative objective by looking at the heart and Spirit is always encouraged to right outcome even when misinterpreted.
I tell you, spirit knows how to discern intellectual intelligence moves and motives. That is exactly why the mind likes to wear out the spirit and leaves it vulnerable, as this is the only way it can download its moves and motives consciously into the unconscious; and just like God let Joseph’s brothers sell him as a slave, and allowed Joseph to be imprisoned innocently and just how God allowed Haman to build a gallows 75 ft high to hang Mordecai and Mordecai continuing to serve God first though matter what, so to God pretends to not know what is going on; all this while though, God knows that there is one more move and it is God’s, though matter what the mind does and does so well.
If spirit sings, dances and even groans then the move is necessary, then this is in my optionary ordinance, sing, dance, groan it is!
If all spirit does is glide unperturbed then this is sure sign that the mind is dumping bloated nothingness to create a state of panic and so it would serve me well to just surrender to spirit and not use more bit and bridle and attempt to bar the stable after the horse has already clearly escaped the corral while spirit continues to glide unperturbed and giving me a choice to make- life or death. Go solo or hang on to it and hang out with it. From experience and according to optionary ordinance, the wise thing to do is hitch my wagon to spirit’s yoke. A safe idea to ward me off becoming repeating the fate of Lot’s wife or the rebuke of Jesus to his would be followers according to Luke 9:62
Come Holy Spirit and keep children of the living God from the grips of panic and bloated nothingness of intellectual intelligence so that the mind does not interfere with spirit intentions
And even when mind appears to have successfully interfere, Wisdom continues to teach how to discern the difference
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change and hand it back to the one who can change everything and anything
Courage to harness to spirit even when mind output tries to contradict intentions- mine or someone else’s- know when to leave well alone!
Wisdom, oh dear wisdom, what would I do without you, what would I be without you! Where would I be without being lost or feeling lost?
Continue to show children of the living God the difference and more over continue to hasten trust and obedience every breath of the way to let you have the last move.
October 11, 2008
When two stones rub together, fire sparks…
…When two stones rub together…
… fire sparks
…just like when two beliefs clash
The burning bush ignites and of course hell draws close to keep warm
Every time I make headway in not treating myself like the stone that refuses the builders corner I have to shoo away the crows still wanting to nest in the mind. Granting that the squawking isn’t as strident as it used to be even a decade ago is enough reason to not retreat even when the mind threats. The biblical reference that already confirmed that this is what happens when the mental phantoms wake up from their slumber. They never really go away just like symptoms of biological disease they spring up under right conditions. I guess they still have lessons to teach
In any event, the burning bush continues to burn without burning out and that’s a good reason to keep the flame afresh in me shining bright and invite and welcome mind to not feel sorry about reacquainting with itself in a kind, gentle and loving way as it continues to delight in its essential essence of Iamness
… fire sparks
…just like when two beliefs clash
The burning bush ignites and of course hell draws close to keep warm
Every time I make headway in not treating myself like the stone that refuses the builders corner I have to shoo away the crows still wanting to nest in the mind. Granting that the squawking isn’t as strident as it used to be even a decade ago is enough reason to not retreat even when the mind threats. The biblical reference that already confirmed that this is what happens when the mental phantoms wake up from their slumber. They never really go away just like symptoms of biological disease they spring up under right conditions. I guess they still have lessons to teach
In any event, the burning bush continues to burn without burning out and that’s a good reason to keep the flame afresh in me shining bright and invite and welcome mind to not feel sorry about reacquainting with itself in a kind, gentle and loving way as it continues to delight in its essential essence of Iamness
October 10, 2008
Common sense + good judgment: celestial combo
The ability to discern what is true, right, or lasting is a celestial combo to invest in and enjoy; personally I have decided that this sensible gift is worth acquiring.
Common sense is not as accepted as Wisdom ordained and sound reasoning is not invited in all level of the intellectual process or put to good use as a win-win tool; yet as King Solomon foretold, it is too precious to dismiss and too expensive to give away.
Acquiring knowledge is a nice perk only if it is going to be applicable in providing right outcomes as a choice in dealing with everyday business of living in a world still riddled with tricks
Knowing about living according to human laws without alternatives to act wisely and responsibly is wasted energy- a resource too precious to abuse. Logical extremes make wisdom a far-fetched tool, and in the ideal situation, what good is that?
Lack of information, which essentially is what knowledge is, can pose as a bit of a hindrance sometimes; Wisdom, on the other hand, does not depend on a voluptuous volume of theoretical overture that conveniently changes its stance.
Intuition unobtrusively always presents the truth, like it or not. That is what I call essential experience- the knowing of what works even without the assistance of acquired knowledge of how it works. It just works and it works best when knowledge conks out
It’s like someone asking me how to focus. I do not know how to focus let alone how to tell anyone how to focus; I just focus
Common sense is not as accepted as Wisdom ordained and sound reasoning is not invited in all level of the intellectual process or put to good use as a win-win tool; yet as King Solomon foretold, it is too precious to dismiss and too expensive to give away.
Acquiring knowledge is a nice perk only if it is going to be applicable in providing right outcomes as a choice in dealing with everyday business of living in a world still riddled with tricks
Knowing about living according to human laws without alternatives to act wisely and responsibly is wasted energy- a resource too precious to abuse. Logical extremes make wisdom a far-fetched tool, and in the ideal situation, what good is that?
Lack of information, which essentially is what knowledge is, can pose as a bit of a hindrance sometimes; Wisdom, on the other hand, does not depend on a voluptuous volume of theoretical overture that conveniently changes its stance.
Intuition unobtrusively always presents the truth, like it or not. That is what I call essential experience- the knowing of what works even without the assistance of acquired knowledge of how it works. It just works and it works best when knowledge conks out
It’s like someone asking me how to focus. I do not know how to focus let alone how to tell anyone how to focus; I just focus
I often succeed at it best when spirits takes over and I am screaming and kicking my way to heaven to reunite with the cosmos after a meandering stroll in the map of the mind
Answering life's impossible questions quickly without knowing the answers is the answer to Wisdom ways of working and that is all I know about the 'unknown'- known to always work best.
Answering life's impossible questions quickly without knowing the answers is the answer to Wisdom ways of working and that is all I know about the 'unknown'- known to always work best.
October 09, 2008
Starvation leads so death, eventually
That law of life applies to everything thriving on energy- be it king of the jungle or monster in the mind
The hungrier the source looking for energy to feed on to stay alive even if thousand year era is inevitable the more strategic the parasite will strive to keep itself alive
The public domain uses every trick left in the hat to do just that; an election unprepared for means not much time to allow the masses to use sound reasoning instead of panic, to determine and vote to acclaim that it is high time that self government have a fair try on planet earth too! Maintaining a strong grip on the masses will boomerang, eventually- unless the motive is harmony.
Either way I have already render to Caesar what is Caesar's and render to God what is God's
The hungrier the source looking for energy to feed on to stay alive even if thousand year era is inevitable the more strategic the parasite will strive to keep itself alive
The public domain uses every trick left in the hat to do just that; an election unprepared for means not much time to allow the masses to use sound reasoning instead of panic, to determine and vote to acclaim that it is high time that self government have a fair try on planet earth too! Maintaining a strong grip on the masses will boomerang, eventually- unless the motive is harmony.
Either way I have already render to Caesar what is Caesar's and render to God what is God's
October 08, 2008
Professional panhandling versus legally professional cadging
One operates by accosting people in the street and asking for money or a bite to eat
One function by accosting people everywhere begging for votes to demand more money
One is judged as being an abomination
One is deemed legitimate business protocol
One is soliciting for private reason, openly
One is soliciting for private reason, subtlety
One exposes the sins that is being swept under the carpet
One tries unscrupulously to sweep its sins under the carpet
One is microcosm
One is macrocosm
One is a personal trouble
One causes social trouble
The microcosm is a distinct copy of the macrocosm; only difference is that the macrocosm gets away with it under the guise of “we rule, what we say goes”
It’s like beauty as being in the eye of the beholder
It is the way the mind is trained in bias world
It also is the way the mind is trapped by bias world
It is the pink-coloured glasses in black and white
It is the ‘don’t do it and let me do it’ syndrome
The macrocosm action is representative of what the nation and the world should be and big feet stepping on little toes is not the best way to model management
What is good for the goose is good for the gander
Either both are acceptable or neither is upheld
Soliciting is soliciting
One function by accosting people everywhere begging for votes to demand more money
One is judged as being an abomination
One is deemed legitimate business protocol
One is soliciting for private reason, openly
One is soliciting for private reason, subtlety
One exposes the sins that is being swept under the carpet
One tries unscrupulously to sweep its sins under the carpet
One is microcosm
One is macrocosm
One is a personal trouble
One causes social trouble
The microcosm is a distinct copy of the macrocosm; only difference is that the macrocosm gets away with it under the guise of “we rule, what we say goes”
It’s like beauty as being in the eye of the beholder
It is the way the mind is trained in bias world
It also is the way the mind is trapped by bias world
It is the pink-coloured glasses in black and white
It is the ‘don’t do it and let me do it’ syndrome
The macrocosm action is representative of what the nation and the world should be and big feet stepping on little toes is not the best way to model management
What is good for the goose is good for the gander
Either both are acceptable or neither is upheld
Soliciting is soliciting
October 07, 2008
Trumpeting truth
The whole clan always knew that it is better to blurt out the hunch howl than butter the fat fad, fabs and fibs
After all I was trained at a young age to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth
The thing is when I did, it did not match the truth passed on from generation to generation and that contributed to a lot of hell deposits in my heavenly account and the world and maybe almost all if not all who live in it. That is a sin, that were it not the for the shrewd manager of my breath, I would surely burn to crisp in hell way before physical death could win the fight right here on earth.
'This happened in the family, workplace, church or wherever and must stay in the there' bullshit legend is a legacy I had to erase from my hard drive when it insisted on damaging my hard drive beyond repair even after defrag after defrag and logistic testing
I would probable reconsider one last defrag. God thought that was enough defrag and bandage solution and was not about to cut me off the Vineyard.
I was not about to be a dead or barren branch on the vine either
But like Esau when one is hungry, one is hungry and when what is needed is entangled with what one want and needs, yes that includes its heavenly inheritance, the growling gut of physical hunger one is too famish that even seawater is good enough to quench the thirst although it is cause for immediate and obvious dehydration
Still the howling hunch to howl whether hungry or fed is there. that howls comes from the same source but clearly distinct that even a child knows the difference. Hunger for biological nourishment versus hunger for truth. And when that latter from of hunger wallops there’s no putting off that hunger by settling for chewing gum when a good tall of mother’s milk would suffice; that and still the howling continues until it is let out, safely and the relief that follows after is nothing compared to the penance of acts of contrition and through my faults and big fat trappings and belongings
There is nothing like mother’s milk and nurture, including discipline and teaching reasoning and father’s affection and nurture, also including discipline and teaching reasoning. After all that was manufactured by God itself just like the breath and the life.
some how those noble responsibility got tampered with in Esau moment syndrome
I also used to wonder why the authors made a point to enter Jesus genealogy in the bible with all these unacceptable branches proudly gnarled on his family tree and that never seem to have bothered the God in flesh
Because of Jesus profile I can chose to continue to hang on my family tree- proud, gnarled and free to be- without further corrupting the master file. After all if the wound is never cleaned out and expose to a well-needed balm of pure reality suave, how is it suppose to ever fully heal. And how the hell is the scab of sin and shame suppose to stop growing and stop infecting generation to generation of families, of workplaces, of communities… with its pus and expects Mother Earth to keep putting up with that to prevent hell from freezing over! On a personal fare the spirit is already downtrodden how much more contaminated is the earth because of this continue collective unconscious consciousness
What kind of legacy is that to carry on!
Personally it is a burden that I do not want to ad to and I know that there are lot of souls who are working in refusing to add the damage and even doing an conscious effort to contribute to the conditions to restore internal and external balance
Like God promise Father Abraham for the sake of ten I will save the world
I would also like God save all those in it!
To all warriors:
Keep up the intention to help redeem human integrity. If nothing else, it will reduce our psyche debt and we can rest in peace without counting sheep
After all I was trained at a young age to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth
The thing is when I did, it did not match the truth passed on from generation to generation and that contributed to a lot of hell deposits in my heavenly account and the world and maybe almost all if not all who live in it. That is a sin, that were it not the for the shrewd manager of my breath, I would surely burn to crisp in hell way before physical death could win the fight right here on earth.
'This happened in the family, workplace, church or wherever and must stay in the there' bullshit legend is a legacy I had to erase from my hard drive when it insisted on damaging my hard drive beyond repair even after defrag after defrag and logistic testing
I would probable reconsider one last defrag. God thought that was enough defrag and bandage solution and was not about to cut me off the Vineyard.
I was not about to be a dead or barren branch on the vine either
But like Esau when one is hungry, one is hungry and when what is needed is entangled with what one want and needs, yes that includes its heavenly inheritance, the growling gut of physical hunger one is too famish that even seawater is good enough to quench the thirst although it is cause for immediate and obvious dehydration
Still the howling hunch to howl whether hungry or fed is there. that howls comes from the same source but clearly distinct that even a child knows the difference. Hunger for biological nourishment versus hunger for truth. And when that latter from of hunger wallops there’s no putting off that hunger by settling for chewing gum when a good tall of mother’s milk would suffice; that and still the howling continues until it is let out, safely and the relief that follows after is nothing compared to the penance of acts of contrition and through my faults and big fat trappings and belongings
There is nothing like mother’s milk and nurture, including discipline and teaching reasoning and father’s affection and nurture, also including discipline and teaching reasoning. After all that was manufactured by God itself just like the breath and the life.
some how those noble responsibility got tampered with in Esau moment syndrome
I also used to wonder why the authors made a point to enter Jesus genealogy in the bible with all these unacceptable branches proudly gnarled on his family tree and that never seem to have bothered the God in flesh
Because of Jesus profile I can chose to continue to hang on my family tree- proud, gnarled and free to be- without further corrupting the master file. After all if the wound is never cleaned out and expose to a well-needed balm of pure reality suave, how is it suppose to ever fully heal. And how the hell is the scab of sin and shame suppose to stop growing and stop infecting generation to generation of families, of workplaces, of communities… with its pus and expects Mother Earth to keep putting up with that to prevent hell from freezing over! On a personal fare the spirit is already downtrodden how much more contaminated is the earth because of this continue collective unconscious consciousness
What kind of legacy is that to carry on!
Personally it is a burden that I do not want to ad to and I know that there are lot of souls who are working in refusing to add the damage and even doing an conscious effort to contribute to the conditions to restore internal and external balance
Like God promise Father Abraham for the sake of ten I will save the world
I would also like God save all those in it!
To all warriors:
Keep up the intention to help redeem human integrity. If nothing else, it will reduce our psyche debt and we can rest in peace without counting sheep
October 06, 2008
Menopause and Hysterectomy
There are many ways to try to stop evolution of the embryo as a means of power control and hyping of the macho, macho man and conquer the spirit and joy of the fairer, weaker sex, which really should be equal gender
The day is coming when just as the fallopian tubes and ovaries succumb to mutilation and murder by proxy the phallus may very well shrivel up and wilt and like hell, there will be sex for life. I sense that this is hell's idea of revolution.
Did the macho man ever considered the binding factor that the urether and sperm duct are one? What if men’s version of spermopause and ductectomy were the end of biological function of the macho ma ability to urinate even long after there is no sperm to ejaculate? When smart aleck decided to manipulate and mutilate the power of matriarchy he feared to see as his equal, by dominating the extension of his brain did he consider what if men had to consider that his soul was also at stake? Patriarchy would not even be able to pee and organ performance booster wouldn’t help either. And why is there no such thing to prevent menopause and hysterectomy?
Even in the bible the only females I have encountered bearing children well into old age are Sarah and Hannah, there is no concrete evidence of Hannah’s real age but the way she was described when pleading with God makes me deem she was in a jam, as if the cultural pressure and teasers were not enough pressure
Anyway
Back to the gist of today’s entry
Men were well into their third century of living when they had scores of children and somehow miraculously maybe, they were nearly all sons. Could that explain the shortness of wives in that era, or could the many wives and concubines have been a cover up of male insecurity and subtle abuse of women.
This often provokes many more questions.
1 how old were the children’s mother
2 did they need to worry about birth defects because they were past age?
4 did they need to worry about birth defects because of genetics slash heredity?
5 were they patiently waiting their turns to conceive? Is it any wonder that Rachel accused Rebecca for stealing her mandrakes
6 did women always fear that they are unable to be as strong and powerful as men? I know at least that Queen Vashi stomped out on King Xerxes and I know that many women now know that taboo to be just another machoism scheme
7 why were men so full of themselves and disguising it as dominant head of household and sole provider and smarter and more educated. What male cleverness neglected to consider is the extent of control that had to be enforced to make that seem possible.
Thank God that men are beginning to realize the need to unlearn the taboo that the umbrella of patriarchy can no longer shelter
Thank God that women know that they too are strong and powerful, intelligent and can ‘man’ the house and attend to and provide for her needs, unless she chooses otherwise
I think that whoever introduced menopause was trying frantically to destroy evolution of heavenly beings which we all are and so mutation did not just stop menstruation- it totally or maybe almost totally wrecked fully functional intelligence that we all are. Talk about collective self-destruction
It is a good thing that Mother Earth knows how to rebalance and have its plans fulfilled even though it takes her infinite to accomplish it all, she will!
And that calls for an Hallelujah
The day is coming when just as the fallopian tubes and ovaries succumb to mutilation and murder by proxy the phallus may very well shrivel up and wilt and like hell, there will be sex for life. I sense that this is hell's idea of revolution.
Did the macho man ever considered the binding factor that the urether and sperm duct are one? What if men’s version of spermopause and ductectomy were the end of biological function of the macho ma ability to urinate even long after there is no sperm to ejaculate? When smart aleck decided to manipulate and mutilate the power of matriarchy he feared to see as his equal, by dominating the extension of his brain did he consider what if men had to consider that his soul was also at stake? Patriarchy would not even be able to pee and organ performance booster wouldn’t help either. And why is there no such thing to prevent menopause and hysterectomy?
Even in the bible the only females I have encountered bearing children well into old age are Sarah and Hannah, there is no concrete evidence of Hannah’s real age but the way she was described when pleading with God makes me deem she was in a jam, as if the cultural pressure and teasers were not enough pressure
Anyway
Back to the gist of today’s entry
Men were well into their third century of living when they had scores of children and somehow miraculously maybe, they were nearly all sons. Could that explain the shortness of wives in that era, or could the many wives and concubines have been a cover up of male insecurity and subtle abuse of women.
This often provokes many more questions.
1 how old were the children’s mother
2 did they need to worry about birth defects because they were past age?
4 did they need to worry about birth defects because of genetics slash heredity?
5 were they patiently waiting their turns to conceive? Is it any wonder that Rachel accused Rebecca for stealing her mandrakes
6 did women always fear that they are unable to be as strong and powerful as men? I know at least that Queen Vashi stomped out on King Xerxes and I know that many women now know that taboo to be just another machoism scheme
7 why were men so full of themselves and disguising it as dominant head of household and sole provider and smarter and more educated. What male cleverness neglected to consider is the extent of control that had to be enforced to make that seem possible.
Thank God that men are beginning to realize the need to unlearn the taboo that the umbrella of patriarchy can no longer shelter
Thank God that women know that they too are strong and powerful, intelligent and can ‘man’ the house and attend to and provide for her needs, unless she chooses otherwise
I think that whoever introduced menopause was trying frantically to destroy evolution of heavenly beings which we all are and so mutation did not just stop menstruation- it totally or maybe almost totally wrecked fully functional intelligence that we all are. Talk about collective self-destruction
It is a good thing that Mother Earth knows how to rebalance and have its plans fulfilled even though it takes her infinite to accomplish it all, she will!
And that calls for an Hallelujah
October 05, 2008
Those white lies, blue-collar jokes…
.. those cock and bull stories that conceal the truth from the babes and sucklings....
They are coming back to haunt the next generation even now
And God- the timeless God- is giving us all the time to let go of the madness of the mind and just take its word as the ultimate guarantee
Those same white lies that brought us to the believe in a God who punishes, landed us right in the crouch, crutch, clutch of the ones who cloned God
And God is slow to angry and full of grace is patiently waiting for an invitation
And God- the timeless God- is giving us all the time to let go of the madness of the mind and just take its word as the ultimate guarantee
Those same white lies that brought us to the believe in a God who punishes, landed us right in the crouch, crutch, clutch of the ones who cloned God
And God is slow to angry and full of grace is patiently waiting for an invitation
“ behold I stand at the door and knock”
October 04, 2008
Think outside the box: Latin 101
Think!
Think….think…think
Think outside the box
Thinking outside the box
Think outside of the box and see if Jesus will come down from the cross to help you
Maybe God Will
Think….think…think
Think outside the box
Thinking outside the box
Think outside of the box and see if Jesus will come down from the cross to help you
Maybe God Will
thinking outside the box
pricey
thinking outside the box
risky
thinking outside the box
priceless
I am still so intrigued that a lot of institutions use mottos that encourage thinking outside of the box- which in effect adds up to encouraging thinking for oneself, knowing one's self, at least; yet when in that box called academia; nearly everything except thinking outside the box is done to ensure thinkers just think outside the box and nothing more.
It is like when I was growing up in my home away from home- the church- all I did was sing songs in a foreign language. Talk about unconscious consciousness
I was already consciously unconscious enough to join in as a way to exercise my lungs.
And
Carpe diem
pricey
thinking outside the box
risky
thinking outside the box
priceless
I am still so intrigued that a lot of institutions use mottos that encourage thinking outside of the box- which in effect adds up to encouraging thinking for oneself, knowing one's self, at least; yet when in that box called academia; nearly everything except thinking outside the box is done to ensure thinkers just think outside the box and nothing more.
It is like when I was growing up in my home away from home- the church- all I did was sing songs in a foreign language. Talk about unconscious consciousness
I was already consciously unconscious enough to join in as a way to exercise my lungs.
And
Carpe diem
cease the day
Tuum est
"It's up to you" or "It's yours"
Sapientia et Doctrina Stabilitas
Tuum est
"It's up to you" or "It's yours"
Sapientia et Doctrina Stabilitas
Wisdom and Knowledge Shall be the Stability of Thy Times
Veritas ad Deum ducit
Veritas ad Deum ducit
truth leads to God
Integritas
Integritas
the spirit of integrity
Quaecumque Vera
Quaecumque Vera
"Whatsoever things are true" Phillipians 4:8
Veritas Omnia Vincit
Veritas Omnia Vincit
Truth conquers all
Tentanda via
Tentanda via
The way must be tried
Rerum cognoscere causas
Happy is he who knows the cause of things
Fide splendet et scientia
"May it shine with truth and knowledge"
Deo et Patriae
Deo et Patriae
to God and Country
in other words rendering to Caesar what is Caesar's and to God what is God's
God comes first
Multitudo Sapientium Sanitas Orbis
A Multitude of the Wise is the Health of the World
Sapere Aude
"Dare to be Wise"
Fiat Lux
"Let there be Light"
Concordia cum veritate
In harmony with truth
Veritas et Utilitas
Truth and usefulness
Mente et Artificio
with mind and skill
Nunc cognosco ex parte
Now I know in part...
"When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known I Corinthians 13:11-12
Choices
The choice is yours,
or is it
the choice is clear?
Choose from these options
one will suit your need
Select the one that works best for you
Whatever feels comfortable
is what you should do
Choices of choices-
which do you prefer?
Concordia cum veritate
In harmony with truth
Veritas et Utilitas
Truth and usefulness
Mente et Artificio
with mind and skill
Nunc cognosco ex parte
Now I know in part...
"When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known I Corinthians 13:11-12
Choices
The choice is yours,
or is it
the choice is clear?
Choose from these options
one will suit your need
Select the one that works best for you
Whatever feels comfortable
is what you should do
Choices of choices-
which do you prefer?
But amid all these choice
of many choices
I know whose choice it is
to make my choice
of many choices
I know whose choice it is
to make my choice
October 03, 2008
A crude stance on patriarchy
Just because God chose to make the male brain long enough so it can dangle between man’s legs and
Just because God created female so that her brains is tucked away between her legs
does not mean God was in favour of man’s endowment more than the woman’s contribution
Why then, is God a he when God is spirit
Patriarchy may control the masses but God is still neutral
God created both male and female in its image and likeness and gave them dominion of the earth
Full stop
End of comparison
Still the mind continue to use the power of force and grandiose patriarchy to change God’s intention; boy, is God ever furious!
God’s word stand strong even after heaven and earth will pass away.
The God who changes not is doing something to balance the scales
Just because God created female so that her brains is tucked away between her legs
does not mean God was in favour of man’s endowment more than the woman’s contribution
Why then, is God a he when God is spirit
Patriarchy may control the masses but God is still neutral
God created both male and female in its image and likeness and gave them dominion of the earth
Full stop
End of comparison
Still the mind continue to use the power of force and grandiose patriarchy to change God’s intention; boy, is God ever furious!
God’s word stand strong even after heaven and earth will pass away.
The God who changes not is doing something to balance the scales
October 02, 2008
I do solemnly swear
What exactly is swearing?
The forbidden words that spit out the mouth
The forbidden words that spit out the mouth
You have a right to remain slient
oh! but beware! this right can be withdrawn even though in doing so, it makes the Charter of Human Rights an oxymoron
Or the well pronounce oath to put God before man and using Gods Word to support the ceremonial crap
or plain honesty with God- one on one in spirit and in truth
Whatever happened to the role of consciousness?
Doesn’t it worth some reverence
I’ll let God give the verdict on that one
October 01, 2008
Human ingenuity plus gut instinct=magical moments
Experience, knowledge and going out on a limb out of the blue are some of the risk that make living in dangerous times of hell in hell on earth transform to living magically in heaven on earth right there with hell and not get cinched by its soot
Yes many earthians think that magic means rebuking the fiery monster with dragon wings darting around with its scale, playing judge and victim games.
This is far from how heaven does magic!
Heaven is not in the business of haphazard stunts that make hell on earth take charge and pretend it is winning souls for God Human ingenuity plus gut instinct=magical moments and that is the heavenly formula required to analyze data, events and for staying in tune with Mother Earth when making life altering predictions for a balanced PMESS
Yes many earthians think that magic means rebuking the fiery monster with dragon wings darting around with its scale, playing judge and victim games.
This is far from how heaven does magic!
Heaven is not in the business of haphazard stunts that make hell on earth take charge and pretend it is winning souls for God Human ingenuity plus gut instinct=magical moments and that is the heavenly formula required to analyze data, events and for staying in tune with Mother Earth when making life altering predictions for a balanced PMESS
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