Angeal-Eyes:
This is God here!
You know, there was time when you used to dig your heel in and look me straight in the eye and tell me when I give in to your request by explaining everything before you give me permission to be your friend or to prove that I am on your side and have been all your life, i used to just shake my head, smile and you know what I was thinking... this girl has no clue what is in store and I know that once I tell her now, I am going to lose her and that is the last thing I want to do!
That is why I never mind your bites and winces, you were already confident that If I am God then I can take whatever you dish out because in all mater you knew that I already knew your motive though matter how childish or rebelliously you presented them. A girl after my own heart... so why have you been so afraid of my wrath and why do you think I was never afraid of your approach with me. I know that you were testing me just as much as I was testing you... granted that most came back to you in hindsight.
Nothing much makes senses until you quieten your mind and still all the ideas that were imported into it- of course they helped you survived; however, your heart never really got much chance to show off what it's really made of and that had been bothering you, I know!
Too much explaining , justifying and defending and yes that can be painstaking and very tiring especially when you do not have the answer that would make your hunch redeemable. It's time to trust your heart a little more because you, my friend, you have a good heart. You still do not know when to stop allowing it to get crushed. Don't give up, my child, you are doing great!
I know it seems contrary to what your mind is telling you... this time trust me on that one... you are well!
Do not be afraid, I am with you all the way!
Your pal, God.
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