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August 06, 2006

Mustard Seed

Make hay while the sun shines and stop whining about being too hot, humid sticky and just squeeze the juice out of the lemon and stir the biggest glass of lemonade from all the tangles of life called lemons-you can do it if you quit quitting

No time for slumber. Not when I had enough rest and zeal to strike the iron while it is hot even though the tide is high. I am stepping along in faith and confidence that each step is taking me nearer to the end of this testing period. In spite of what seems, I continue to focus on what can be- what is always and readily availbale, now.

The more I depend on God the broader my vision and bigger my dreams. No more of that this is too big for me nonsense. I am tired of standing in the way of my full potential all because I look at the size of the mountain and totally ignore the mountain mover who is patiently waiting for me to look around and marvel at his power.

At the moment it feels like the light in the tunnel has dimmed but the eyes of my heart has never been brighter and focussed.

I remove full stop in my mind and increased the questions that stretch my imagination. The endless possibilities continue to expand and sure enough this lines up with the saying that the God is infinite, omnipotence, omnipresence, omniscience and nothing is impossible for Him to accomplish.

That’s something I have known for sometime but its seed had not yet taken root as firmly as I had hoped and so the need for evidence almost blinded me from what truly is. The opportunity to be who I am created to be is always present and it is my choice to not allow distractions to snatch me from my desires. The passion may fade but the desire is always there waiting for the moment to come ablaze. So I will continue to dream dreams that are no less than the ones that God has planted in my soul. If He put it there it is because I am the one He created to accomplish it and he would not give my role to anyone other than me.

Thank you Dear God for rekindling my passion to fulfil my heart’s deepest desire. I always knew that you did not make a mistake when you wrote my dreams on my heart…. Is it any wonder that I have been carrying them along even when I feared that mind tried so many times to convince me that you would take them away from me. I was at the point where I was becoming bitter with you because I believed that you handed me a script of a wasted life. It was then you woke me up and told me the truth. It took for a few hard knocks and almost ten years in the valley and deserted wild to tame me and convince me that no other person can take my place in your plan and no other person can take your place in my life. Now that I am convinced that you are directing my steps, even when the road seem bleak, I will take the steps. Thank you for being patient with me as I need to be with myself and others

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