The Risk of Growing

Change continues to fuel the fire of inner passions. Thanks to an inquisitive soul’s thirst and hunger mixed with determined desire to make the most of every minute on earth in this lifetime heart and mind continues to say "I do” to spirit and body

The once upon a lifetime of emotional issues or trauma of anger, anxiety, fear, guilt that blocked and disrupted the subtle flow of cosmos squeezed the brain and twinge the heart.

Finding and identifying these subtle emotional issues were at first very challenging because I could not be specific as to what I was feeling and why I was feeling what I was feeling. I knew I could figure it out, I just did not know that I can figure it out. Then I wanted to know how to figure God out. I asked Life to help me figure out myself without pissing God off or provoking the devil. God smirked and Life took on the challenge. I agreed to cooperate with the process. Explaining something that I did not know how to explain that I did know was ripping my sanity to shreds. I tried to hold on to the intent of resolving the comprehensive apprehension that lingered in my soul until Life resumed its placid fluidity and turn apparent failure into lessons for growth of life

This art of learning presented much unusual adventure to the collection of plenty- plenty of experiences that increase the appreciation of the fact that life is short, long, boundless and endless... priceless- an old fact, which the mind is able to redefine and invite as a welcomed challenge of the soul’s urge to enrich imagination with inspiration of its ideas of the meaning of ‘go forth and multiply’.

Sharp intuition and keen analytical skills multiplied by the value of being specific and forthright with God yields soul satisfaction. Serenity, sanity, sanctity also resumed their charisma

The memory of love made immediate reunion with God, at first in an angry hostile courtship. I knew that this love is the real McCoy because it made God real to me and this is turning out to be the most exhilarating experience. At last I am enjoying the earlier years of my existence. God and love are no longer troublesome terminology to contend with