Embracing my true self is what God wants me to do. That is what he wanted me to realize and accept; hence the reason he sparked all the raging horror that led me back to him. In doing so I found myself waiting for me right where he establish me. Slowly yet confidently I am unfolding as God continues to complete the work he begun in order to for me to live my life as he purposed. Some days I think I know exactly what that is and other days I have no clue what to do... well he is God and he has to make sure that I never forget who is Omnipotent. That keeps me very dependent on him and he loves that! I promised myself and made a pact with him to never doubt him; some days I am tempted to wish that I had not made this vow. Thankfully, even when I doubt my ability and his cues, he continues to be faithful to me; that is why I have the courage to go on. I keep renewing my promise with each breath I take. That gives me the strength to listen, trust and obey him as he continues to lead me like a lamb among wolves.
How did Jesus do it? He must have really been some guy to endure all this torture. I mean his shed tears turned to blood...mine just dissolves my couch and puffs my eyelids and I am going, oh evay!
But wait!
There is always the Haphakh moment… the moment when God turns things around…like resurrecting Jesus from the tomb! And sending him to calm my storms; then the Holy Spirit steps in and groans in words that I cannot express, until the mental zombies varnish!
That always keeps me in awe of what God can do.
And so it is!
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